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Lolwow. all these IB people/advance classes people are going to SJSU and shit. I feel bad for Alex though, not getting into ANY UC’s, even though he’s in Student Council, ASB, all that shit. Same for Anh. But why didn’t they? iunno, too much of try-hards? but Anna tried hard, and got into stanford? iunno man. BUT FUK Y’ALL BITCHES I’M GOING TO DAVIS K. I only took fricken WHAP and got a 1 on the test, and now here i am in French IB SL, going to expect another 1 on a test. AND YET I GOT ACCEPTED TO DAVIS. Maybe ‘cause of my major. Design. herpderp i guess so. That’s why I didn’t tell anyone where I’m going. They’d bitch at me just like how they were going at it to Thao, how she got accepted into Davis for art/design or something, and has good grades in easy classes. IUNNO MAN, iunno. I told bitches I’m going to Riverside, and only Lynn and Kevin knows. I hope that Lynn didn’t tell anyone about Davis >_> there are times when I shouldn’t trust her.. but I should trust her with this info. I mean, i did tell her ym reason, so i hope she didn’t tell anyone.

BUT FUK Y’ALL IB BETCHES SYAING IB WILL GET YOU SOMEWHERE. Y’ALL GOING TO CSU’S WHILE I GO TO EXPENSIVE DAVIS TO CRY OUT MONEY.

demm, I sound like a bitch. i don’t care anymore. no one knows where i’m going. the only people i’ll see at davis are Tiffany and Andrea probably.

still, main reason for this post was because i wanted to rant about IB certificate peoples and saying how they’ll go to UC’s and shit, and some evne tlaked me down because i didn’t take advance classes. well betch i don’t care anymore. i won’t see your face again (*´∇`)ﾉ

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oh my god …

Yo, guys! Here’s the speech some of you were most likely expecting. We really did go to Edison for the expereince and not for the Trophy’s, but dude wtf, If I hadn’t messed up we would have scored at least second( ;__; ) Well, I had alot of fun, I’ll most likely ask for this upcoming week to be a little more lax, after such an exhausting drill-meet. There’s not much we need to work on either, I was very very very proud watching you guys just interacting with other drill-teams and how you guys handled yourself so well. Of course, gotta give it up to the people who were part of one of the most intense drill-downs in DT history! Kudos guys, and congrats to the big mama (CAVEGIRL) to winning first. It was expected lmao, she’s never lost a Drill-down practice or real. Thanks for making our first and last experience at Edison so great, argiato, kawaii, yolo. Proud of you ;)

that was the facebook post made yesterday right, and oh my god. to be honest i didn’t fully read it last night because obviously i was tired LOL. but the last 3 sentences, right in the feels. BIG MAMA, REALLY?? WTF. CAVEGIRL?!?!?! CRIES5LYFE. ALL BECAUSE OF THAT PICTURE KYLE TOOK AS I DID EXCALIBUR BUT GRABBED IT WITH THE WRONG HAND AND OMG. I DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS THAT HORRIBLE CRIES5LYFE. but really david, DON’T YOU KNOW. LIKE, I LITERALLY POSTED, I DIDN’T WIN LAST YEAR’S SC DRILL DOWN BECAUSE OF THE GUY’S COMMANDS. i only won this one because i could CLEARLY understand wtf he was saying ;__; he even delteed my comment of me not winning SC. that betch, but i guess it’s to give the underclassmen something to think about (????). BUT I GUESS YOU COULD SAY SENPAI NOTICED ME. HE IS PROUD OF ME FOR THIS ONE GOOD MOMENT. I BET YOU THE NEXT DAY HE WILL BE LIKE FUCK YOU TOO. Here’s a pic of the medal…

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What the actual fucks oh my fucking god -_____________- so yesterday, i cleaned my room right. there was a spider and some ants, which were signs of “bitch you gotta start cleaning” and so i did. i finished at around 4 or 5, something around there. it was good shit, but then as i prepared to sleep, there was an ant on my mario hat plush thing that i was gonna use as a pillow… so i killed it without squishing the guts onto it, and i doubled check around only THAT AREA, and then went to sleep.

next day was normal, i woke up and did my shit, lalal, lynn came over for lynnakkah. OH SO, HERE IS MY STORY OF LYNNAKKAH. so i woke up at 10:30 ish, and i did my shits and stuff, and i got ready; as in dressed. i wore the pink, the new jeans, and the new winter coat from jenny, AND, I HAD MAKE UP ON AND I DID MY HAIR-KINDA. AND AS I WAS TAKING MY LAST-MINUTE DUMPS LIKE USUAL, lynn texted me: “My dad won’t let me go until I eat” and i replied “Doesn’t hurt to eat before we go, unless you were planning us to go eat, LOL” and then she replied: “Hahaha no xD we were just going to stay in your room and complain about life” AND AT THAT MOMENT I WAS READING IT, MY SHIT CAME OUT, AND IM JUST, WHAT. I STARED AT THE MIRROR AT MYSELF, AND IM LIKE, MUGGING IT, GIVING IT MY  WTF REALYL FACE, AND THEN I FINISHED MY SHIT AND WENT TO MY ROOM SAYING, CHANGE OF PLANS, GOGOGOG. AND SO IWENT AND JUST FUCKING NINJAD BACK INTO MY SLEEP-WEAR. SADDEST LIFE MAN. I THOUGHT WE WERE GONNA GO OUT OR SOMETHING, BUT NOPE, WE STAYED INSIDE MY ROOM TALKING. DUDE I EVEN WORE MAKE-UP AND DUD MY HAIR, BTU FUCK THAT SHIT MAN. I SHOVED MY HAIR INTO A SO-CALLED-BUN AND THAT WA SIT, SADDEST LIFE ;__;

and so whle she was over i told her about the maple shit and how i was chelsey and all that shit and im jsut liek really kat i thought you were gonn take this to your grave but wow ok. and then she talked about ernesto and im like ok. i didn’t tell her about how i felt about kathy or david so im like ok. she opened her gift and she liked it (i think), OH, AND AT THE DOOR, she gave me her gift, which was minto oreos and a baby mario stylus pen. I was about to say that i already had this BUT WTF WHY WOULD I DO THAT. so i just gladly accepted it and i was like ok.

ANYWAY, FAST FORWARDING TO WTF JSUT HAPPENED NOW. ksolike, i was doing my paper shit for DT again, and as i was getting the whites off of the ground, i saw 2 ants, and im jsut like oh hells no bitch you gonnz die. and so i killed it, AND THEN I SAW MORE ANTS, AND IM LIKE WOAHWOAHWOAH. THEY WERE ALL COMING FORM MY WINDOW AND IM LIKE, FUCKING 911 THAT SHIT. I MOVED MY BED AND FOUND A SMALL TRAIL OF ANTS FRO MTHE WINDOW AND IMLIKE OH FUCK IS IT ON MY BED AND THEN BAM ITS ON MY BED AND IM JUST LIKE ASDFGHNJKDMCFVKBGKJN 911 911 911 . I KILLED THE ANT ON THE BED AND THEN FUCKING JUST KICKED DOWN THE DOOR AND GOT THE POISON AND JUST STARTED SPRAYING EVERYTHING LIKE OMDFGHMJ,;LD SCARY ASS SHIT. I JUST FUCKIGN CLEANED MY ROOM, AND THEN HER EIT IS AGAIN. YOU WANNA GO ROUND 2 BITCHES OK LETS GO ROUND 2 MOTHER FUCKING FUCKERS. ROUND 2 YOU LITTLE PIECES OF SHITS. I GOT EVERYTHING OFF MY GROUND. EVERYTHING AS IN LAUNDRY, PAPERS, BOXES, ALL THAT SHIT. I THEN SPRAYED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF MY WINDOW AND THE WALL SHIT THING WHERE THE CLOCK IS AT THE BOTTOM TOO. THIS SHIT JUST GOT REAL LIKE WTF omFG.

in the end, round 2 was a draw. they’re all dead, but my room smells like poison and so i am going to sleep in the living room. yus i am still typing this as it smells like shit in my room, BUT I NEED THIS OUT HERE LIKE FUCK MAN OH MY GOD THESE FUCKING ANTS.

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SO TODAY, WELL, LET’S FIGURE OUT HOW TODAY STARTED …

1st nothing really, i didn’t realyl talk to that many people. i think david tried talign to me once, but iunno, can’t remember atm.

2nd, i just decided to sing In The End by Linkin Park, and iunno, i guess people liked it, i heard WOOO and claps and YEAH WOO and .. yeah. the whole time, i was like fakfkafak the rap im so off key qq and i can’t tell if i was on key for the actual vocal part. BUT ANYWAY, THE WHOLE TIME I WAS SINGING, I WAS LOOKING AT OUR TEXT CONVERSATION… I JSUT NEEDED TO FEEL SHIT, BUT HONESTLY, I DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHING, ok well, kinda, at the chorus yeah. anyway, i hope i did good, next time i do this i shall record it on my phone… /o/

brunch .. mmmmmmm, wtf happened at brunch? OH, RIGHT, i got my food, i stayed inside a bit, but it felt too lonely, so i went outside and sat next to phuong. as i was next to her, i started texting myself, and mainly to headquarters about wtf was happening, wow i’m so stupid >_> . anyway, i used perihperals, and well, yeah,  david was just looking down at his iphone and listening to his music, and das it. phuong eventually went inside to get her duffle, and i was just there, still texting to myself and shit, and the bell rang. i finished up my text and walked on.

3rd, eh, practiced vive le vent and petit papa noel. the first stanza to papa noel is just so ugly oh my god wtf it has the weirdest tune. saddest life. AND I STILL HEAR PEOPLE SAY ANNEE INSTEAD OF ANNEH, GOD DAMMIT FRENCH 3 GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. after that, i jsut sat and ate food and did physics homework. COMPLETED ALL, MOSTLY, JUST FUCK THE NOTES, /O/

4th … mm corrected exercise 5 and passed it up and welp, supposably continued with the descriptive outlining … lololol saddest life i haven’t even finished it. ok well, i got up to the summary, but there wa sonly 5 minutes left anyway. ANYWAY, after we corrected the exercise, mai started talking about maple, and i had to play along with me being clueless and shit with the recent updates and luminous and shit like that. she started talking baout the leveling and stuff and we talked about the good ol days a bit, and das it

lunch .. i sat down, iunno what i did. i just drank my water, and … wtf did i even do? eventually, michael and kevin ngo put their shit on my desk, and you know, ate and joked like usual. and then there was david. iunno, i didn’t really want to talk to him that moment even though i wanted to, i just used peripherals and he sat at the desk RIGHT NEXT TO ME. orwell, diagonal of my because the desks were stupid. but yeah, pretty fuckign close to me, and he tlaked with the let2s and rikeyeah. i also “bought” an arizona and cup noodles for shelly, and another arizona for lynn. and yeah, i guess dat was it. i really don’t know what happened during lunch.

5th, dude, it was awkwardly lonely. there was only jeannie and me. annie and tina were absent, sad life. we got 37-2 and eventually went over it. but anyway, i did the shit, and on the back side, there were really oddly big fat numbers, and im like, i haven’t seen these numbers since chemistry.. BUT WHEN SHE WENT OVER IT, I GOT IT RIGHT, WOWOHOHOHOOO BITCHES

6th, mother fucking fucker. BEFORE I REALIZED IT, ok well, let me back up and tel lyou the whole story from beginnign to end. so i gave ngoc the moeny from shelyl and lynn, and then i went to go change with vivian in the supple room, and we came back. as i put my pants on the desk, i realized that david was right next to me, AGAIN. HE IS SITTING TO MY LEFT, LIKE, REALLY. WHAT’S HAPPENING HERE??? and then next, we went out to form up right. and then so, i just went to my usual place in 2nd squad. and there was an opening gap or space or position or whatever you wanna call it, and david stood there. DAVID. STOOD. THERE. AND HE STARTED TALKIGN TO ME ABOUT HOW HE’S GONNA PLAY BASKETBALL INSTEAD OF VOLLEYBALL AND HOW ITS MORE FUN AND IM LIKE, OHM Y GOD WHY IS HE TLAKING TO ME. AND YOU KNOW WHAT I JUST REALIZED??????? DAVID HAS ALWAYS BEEN TO MY DIRECT LEFT SIDE IN A PT FORMATION, FOR THE MAJORITY OF OUR PT’S. EVEN FOR CADET CHALLENGE, HE WAS IN MY GROUP, AND LIKE, REALLY. WHY IS HE ALWAYS THERE? honestly, i was going to say outloud to him “david, i’ve noticed, you’re always next to me in PT. why is that ..” BUT ITOLD MYSELF NO. I SAID OUT LOUD “NO, DON’T” AND I SOTPPED MYSELF. SO PROUD HOLY FUCKING SHIT. and anyway, DUDE OH MY FUCKING GOD WHEN WE EWRE EXTENDING TO THE LEFT, WE BRUSHED EACH OTHERS AHNDS AND IM JSUT LIKE FUCKFUCKFUCK LIFE WHY WHAT IS THIS AWESDRGH. saddest life of lives. and so we went out to the basketball courts. and then they told us to go to either basketball or volleyball. and since i hated both, i had BARELY A BIT MORE EXPERIENCE IN BASKETBALL, so i went to basketball. and it was awkward, cause david was right next to me right, and so he walked forward, and i did too, and i think he gave me a “wtf face” like he was disgusted that i was going to play basketball too. and then fucking khnah forced me to be a captain and shit, and im like I REFUSE PLEASE and like yeah i had to go up there. i immediately picked kevin. i was avoiding david honestly. i couldn’t tell if he was looking at me or jsut looking out there in general ya know. anyway, i got kevin ngo, calvin, cullen, tai, ngoc. and then we played against eric, nando, caroline, kyle, and i gave them tai /o/ . eventually, khanh joined our side, yay khnah! ANYWAY, what i’ved learned was that kevin and khanh are good rushers and rebounders and nando was mainly the ace for the opposing team, and well, i amazingly suck at shooting ovo. i missed every single shot i shot, rofl saddest life. ANYWAY, it was time ot go, AND AGAIN, DAVID WAS NEXT TO ME. I DON’T KNOW WHY. I CAN’T TELL IF HE’S DOING IT ON PURPOSE OR IF HE JSUT FELL INTO THE PLATOON. and so yeah, we are now in the building, and i was getting out my water bottle, and i offered david a napkin. I. FUCKING. OFFERED. HIM. A. NAPKIN. WHAT THE FUCK KAT. HE ACTUALLY SAID “OH THANKS” .I STILL DON;T KNOW HWY I OFFERED HIM THAT OH MY FUCKING GOD. YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I REALIZED? WE BOTH ARE TALKING MORE TO EACH OTHER EVER SINCE HE APOLOGIZED TO THE TEAM YESTERDAY. I REZLIED HOW CLINGY I’M GETTING EVER SINCE. ITS LIKE, I’M TRYING TO TALK TO HIM FOR HIM TO NOTICE ME. AHH, I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW, SADDEST LIFE.

and now afterschool, oh my god saddest life as well. so i went to turn in mypermission slip to jeanette and then i waited to get the rifle. and as they were handing out the rifles, david came by saying stuff about dan and kathy breaking up, and i told him, that’s kinda old isn;t it? and he said “oreally? o-o i never knew” AND I COULDN’T TELL IF HE WAS PLAYING AROUND OR NOT, LIKE, IS HE SERIOUS ABOUT THIS TOPIC? and i told him yeah, it’s been awhile actually. and then he said that dan has always been flirting with her and stuff. AND THEN, OUT OF THE BLUE, i told david that he was flirty with kathy. AND OH MY GOD THE FUCKIGN LET 2S DUDE, LOLOL, THEY WERE ALL LIKE OOOOOOOOOOOOO and im like DUDE, YOU BULLY HER, TEASE HER, AND YOU’RE LIKE, ALWAYS NEAR HER. IT’S PRETTY OBIOUS THAT YOU’RE FLIRTING. i honestly was about to say the word “LIKE” and im jsut like DON’T USE IT. and honestly, i don’t remember if i said the word “like” or “flirting” .. but oh my fucking god why didi say that did i break his little heart? so after saying all that, he nodded with that smug face and said something and then walked out. and im like… fekrifu.

and so DT practice … holy fuck i realyl do hate life. it’s actually kinda fustrating to make a routine where you’re limited on counts and barely spins. me and dan had to teach everyone that one spin in the SC routine sophmore year after the platoon breaking off shit involving the 25 count and then that tap and you bring it up. well, yeha, it’s that spin. it seemed simple enough. dennis bui lets go too late and it makes the rifle look ugly. and the girls, wlel, they’re having troubles with their awkward wrist placement. and jeanette got it, jsut a bit messy. i’m not so cute about andy and devin, i think devin got it, andy is a bit .. eh, i guess. but getting back from the V is the annoying part… and so yeah, sad life, we’re using that spin i guess D: . anyway, DT over, so in the middle of turning in rifles; i turned in mine, and i got my stuff in the let1 room. as i was packing my stuff, i overheard ngoc and davids convo, i think kyle was in it too or something, but basically, david was tlaking about his speech yesterday to us drill team. he talked about friends and how they’re there for you to lean on anytime and stuff. and he said that he didn’t have any friends because no one trusted or osmething, andhow leadership is a very lonely role. and honeslty, i somehow had the urge to hug him or pat him on the head or something, but since ngoc was there, it was wayyyyyyyyy too awkward, so i got my shit and left at that part. after we got dismissed by csm, i decided whether to go home or to wait for ngoc, and i blindly decided to wait for ngoc. i went inside the building and asked her “when to go home” and he said soon, but she was still in a convo with david and kyle, and then eventually cathy tu joined, and then jerry and khanh. at first it was just kyle david and ngoc. they started talking about the core of JROTC, what makes JROTC, JROTC. and kyle got all philosophical on everyony and shit. i stayed quiet for the most part, just saying only 3 phrases the whole time really. i texted myself again and shit, i even texted sgt jones dude, hoyl fucks. they kept talking about the brnaches and shit and why we joined rotc and stuff. eventually the let 3s came, and everyone started to talk about the allumnis and old instructors and how the past worked, and how the AI’s worked. cathy was tlaking about how moreno and rafaeli complimented each other, and what was going through my mind was that they were complimentary colors of the color wheel. in the middle of the whole conversation, david just randomly blurted out, “what’s your opinion on this, kat? you’re awfully quiet” and ngoc said “yeha kat, how do you feel about this?” and i looked up form my phone, and smiled at all of them and said “i have no opinion on this topic” . this whole fucking phrase right here just tossed what everyone believed of me i bet you. i wonder what willl happen on monday … sighh.

AND DUDE OH MY FUCKING GOD. for some reason, simon wanted to call me over the phone, and i was pretty hesitant on it, but i said sure.. and then he called, and then he told me his embarassing story of getting caught at 6 something in the morning. like, really. THAT EARLY? that’s some early morning wood xD ANYWAY, i then started to rant about david, like, i don’t know what the order was, BUT I BELIEVE I COVERED EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM THAT HAPPENED TODAY TO NAVY, EXCEPT THE AFTERSCHOOL PART. and then fucking simon told me to go on a date with him and im like NO. i dont want to, and we talked about how confusing my feelings are and just like asdfghj wtf is up with my feels. simon then talked about brondie and how he should ask her out, and he realized, he contradicted himself /o/ BITCH TELLS ME TO ASK DAVID ON A DATE AND NOW HE DOESN;T WANT TO ASK BRONDIE OUT. THIS LITTLE BITCH AMIRIGHT /o/ . anyway, i then continued to talk about lovely his hair was for the ast 2 weeks, and how his eyes were just holy fucks really? AND I MADE MY GRUNT OF HOW I GRUNT TO MY OTPS, ANDD THEN I HAD A REVELATION. I TOLD SIMON THAT MY FEELS FOR DAVID SIMILAR ARE MINOR OTP FEELS. I DON’T SHIP IT WITH ALL MY HEART, IT’S LIKE, A CASUAL MIDOTAKA FLUFF, NOT HARDCORE FLUFF, IT’S JSUT, REALLY REALYL SOFT FLUFF. THAT’S WHAT I DECIDED HOW I FELT ABOUT DAVID. REALSOFT MIDOTAKA. AND HONESTLY, THAT SHIT IS STILL STRONG, BUT NOT AS STRONG AS SOME HARDCORE SHIT DUDE OH MY GOD. man i should’ve recorded the convo i had with navy, BUT THEN AGAIN, WE FUCKING TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR A WHOLE FUCKING HOUR, OH MY GOD.

all these revelations today … =___=

1. david is always somehow next to me by my left in PT
2. we’ve been in the same company for all 4 years
3. we subconsciously talked to each other more after that apology
4. KATHY THAI IS GONE TODAY ???
5. HE NOTICED ME AFTER SCHOOL DURING ALL THAT HEARTFELT TALK SHIT WITH EVERYONE?

there are a lot more, but these are the ones mainly from today /o/  wowwwww, what the fuck david….. Saya, checking out.

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So today, like, what the actual fuck just happened?? i don’t even know.

sorike, this mornign when i woke up, it was the warmest feeling i’ve ever felt. i didn’t even wanna get up. i think i slept in an alarm or like, 2 minutes of it, i don’ even know. i didn’t even know the time. i got up, did my business, and came back to my room with a ringing alarm. im like, oops, and then i rezlied, OH FUCK ITS 7:24 WTF. and then i realized “oh right, i was suppose to wake up 2 minutes earlier, welps, woops.” that didn’t work out to well … ANYWAY, i woke up with no tummy ache. i didn’t feel any pain whatsoever. i didn’t feel a lump for poopie either … i just, don’t know, it felt, uneasy air. i got out of the house at like, 7:41 says my alarm,  and there were the fire truck sounds, and im like, why is it so noisy today … . and then i realized, it’s pretty cloudy on the ground, and im like, is this fog or smoke … and then, when i turned the corner, i saw smoke coming from sylvandale area, and im like, yeah, smoke. i inhaled a bit and im like OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS SHIT and then covered my nose and mouth with both hands/sleeves … it was that bad, the msoke was bleck too, so, rikeyea.

and then 1st period….. GOD FUCKIGN DAMMIT JOHNNY SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ASS HOLE. WHY DO YOU KEEP MAKING UNNECCESSARY COMMENTS ABOUT CHOIR AND BAND ASSHOLE. WE ALL KNOW CHOIR ISN’T AS GOOD AS AN ACTUAL SINGER, BUT WE’RE A DAMN HELL BETTER THAN OTHER HIGH SCHOOL CHOIRS. CAN YOU SING? CAN YOU REMEMBER ALL THESE SONGS? WELL GUESS WHAT. NO YOU CANT BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY EVERYONE IS HAVING TROUBLES STILL ON SONGS, AND IF YOU SYA WE CAN’T DO IT, THEN YOU HAVE LESS OF A “NO FUCKING IDEA” WHAT YOU’RE DOING TOO. AND OVBIOUSLY YOU’RE SUPPOSE TO STAY AT THE CONCERT FOR THE WHOLE TIME FOR CREDIT. ITS CALLED PROPER ETIQUETTE DUMBASS. YOU DON’T JSUT WALK IN AND SIGN IN AND WALK OUT. WHAT’S THE WHOLE PURPOSE THEN? FUCKER. GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS CLASS ROOM AND OUR LIVES. GO BE A LITTLE FRESHNARD AND JUST GO. SO ANIDO ASKED TONY A QUESTION (SINCE HE CAME IN LATE), HE ASKED HIM “HOW LONG ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO STAY AT A CONCERT?” AND TONY REPLIED “THE WHOLE TIME…? HEH” AND FOR ALMOST EVERYONE ANIDO WAS REFERRING TO A REGULAR PERSON AND NOT TONY HIMSELF I NBAND, BUT FUCKING JOHNNY WAS LIKE “WELL IT’S CAUSE HE’S IN BAND” AND OMFG I SWEAR I WAS GONNA RIP OFF MY BROKEN SHOE AND JUST SLAP HIM ACROSS THE FACE. BUT NO, I DIDN;T, AND THEN LYNN, THANK SHISUS, SAID OUTLOUD FOR OUR GROUP TO HEAR “SHUT UP JOHNNY” JUST STRAIGHT UP. THIS LITTLE MOTHER FUCKER IS AN ASSHOLE OF A RETARD. I JUST CAN’T DEAL WITH HIM, AT ALL. MY SOLE HAS MORE OF A SOUL THAN YOU.

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I FEEL LIKE I JSUT DID ALL MY COLLEGE APPS WRONG. IM SCARED THAT THEY WILL ALL DENY ME BECAUSE I PUT DOWN CHINESE ON EVERY SINGLE APP, AND THE SCHOOL SYSTEM SAYS IM VIET. I’M SCARED THAT I WILL GET EVERYTHING DENIED BECAUSE OF THAT. I THINK ALSO BECAUSE I WROTE 50K FOR INCOME FOR 2 CSU APPS AND THEN 60K FOR UC AND 1 CSU BECAUSE MOM KEPT TELLING ME DIFFERENT ONES. I JUST DON’T EVEN KNOW. I’M SCARED THAT I WILL NEVER GO TO COLLEGE AND THAT I WASTED $800 ON USELESS PIECES OF PAPER AND LABOR WORK. SADDEST LIFE OF MY LIFE. TIME TO GO WORK FOR A BIKINI CLUB ;___;

I EVEN BOUGHT THE GREATEST MISTAKE, I ACTUALLY DID IT THIS TIME. HERE’S THE PROOF. I’M NOT REALLY SURE WHY I DID IT TOO, BUT HERE’S THE PIC OF THE RING.

OK, OBVIOUSLY, IT IS NOT 2015, BUT I WAS RUSHING, SO LEAVE ME ALONE.

ISN’T SHE A BEAUTY? FUCK. I LOVE THIS RING. IT’S SO FUCKING PRETTY. IT’S THE MOST BEAUTIFULEST MISTAKE I’VE EVER MADE. I WILL GLADLY REGRET THIS LATER IN MY YEARS. GOD FUCKING DAMN. ONCE IT COMES, I SHALL TAKE A PICTURE OF IT AND CRY.

SUCH SYMBOLISM IN THIS RING ALONE. IF IT WERE RED, IT OWULD SAY ANGER IS CAGED INSIDE OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT. IF IT WERE PURPLE IT WOULD SAY DARKNESS IS LOCKED IN AND I AM ONE HELPFUL HAPPY SON OF A BITCH. LOLOL. IF IT WERE PINK, IUNNO, MY LOVE WILL NEVER COME HERE. BUT FOR ME SINCE IT’S AQUAMARINE, IT WILL MEAN THAT MY SADNESS WILL STAY HERE FOREVER, OR IT OCULD MEAN, THIS SON OF A BITCH WILL NEVER BE MINE, OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT YA KNOW. FUCK MAN, SHIT, QQ FOR LIFE.

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MOTHER FUCKER OMFG. I SWEAR, EVERYTIME I FUCKIGN SHOWER, I KEEP FORGETTIG I HAVE EARRINGS.

I TRY TO DRAG MY HAIR UP WHEN I BEGIN TO GET MY HAIR WET, AND I GO FROM THE EARS AND UP, AND I KEEP HITTING MY RIGHT EAR, AND OMFG IT HURTS SO MUCH ;_____________; I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE ALL THE RUBBING ALCOHOL WENT. ITS LIEK WE DON’T HAVE ANY, AND IM ALREADY GETTING DRY BLOOK AROUND IT. I DON’T REMMEBER IF THAT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. WHY DIDN’T I LEAVE IT PIERCED THE WHOLE TIME ;__; MOTHER FUCKING FUCKER MAN

IT HURTS SO MUCH. DAMN ME AND MY FORGETFUL NESS. I KEEP HITTING IT, AND I HAVE A FEELING I WILL SLEEP ON IT. I HOPE 7-11 HAS SOME WEIRD RUBBING ALCOHOL TO GO OR SOMETHING. I DON’T WANT TO GO TO RITE-AID AND PAY LIKE 7$ FOR 1 BOTTLE. I DON’T NEED THAT MUCH MAN, SHIT.

GOD DAMMIT, JSUT NOW I WAS SRATCHING MY EAR, AND I HIT MY LEFT EAR. SADDEST LIFE OF MY LIFE D8

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