Strange ;

Agent, Saya, Meister, Blank; Signing in. Staying in, check. Let them hear us guys.

ISN’T AGENT CUTEEEEE. THIS PERSON TOOK FOREVER BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE WHY THE RED THINGIE DIDN’T CUT NICELY T__T BUT DAMN THIS ALPACA IS WONDERFUL. now to find time to do the others /o/ don’t worry i love you guys kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

ISN’T AGENT CUTEEEEE. THIS PERSON TOOK FOREVER BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE WHY THE RED THINGIE DIDN’T CUT NICELY T__T BUT DAMN THIS ALPACA IS WONDERFUL. now to find time to do the others /o/ don’t worry i love you guys kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Master here =____________=
so long story short, percussion was wearing camo, and i had to change before they got freakishly pissed at me. so the shirt belongs to Diana Vongdara, pants and shoes belong to Jazmine . freakin jeannie and lynn T__T they wouldn’t stop talking about my having a nice body and everything. DO YOU NOT SEE MY FACE OMFG. I GOT FATTER AROUND MY FAE AREA. IGNORE THE REDNESS, I WAS TOO BUSY CRYING AT HOW THEY WOULDN’T SHUT UP, SO I AM EMBARASSED T__T . COMPARED TO TINA, I HAVE NO BOOBS. MY FACE GOT FATTER. I AM 10000000% SURE IT GOT FATTER. BODY WISE I DON’T REALLY KNOW. PROBABLY BELLY AREA? BUT DUDE NO ONE WOULD SHUT UP AT HOW “CUTE” I WAS AND EVERYTHING. BUT DUDE NO. JUST NO PLEASE

Master here =____________=

so long story short, percussion was wearing camo, and i had to change before they got freakishly pissed at me. so the shirt belongs to Diana Vongdara, pants and shoes belong to Jazmine . freakin jeannie and lynn T__T they wouldn’t stop talking about my having a nice body and everything. DO YOU NOT SEE MY FACE OMFG. I GOT FATTER AROUND MY FAE AREA. IGNORE THE REDNESS, I WAS TOO BUSY CRYING AT HOW THEY WOULDN’T SHUT UP, SO I AM EMBARASSED T__T . COMPARED TO TINA, I HAVE NO BOOBS. MY FACE GOT FATTER. I AM 10000000% SURE IT GOT FATTER. BODY WISE I DON’T REALLY KNOW. PROBABLY BELLY AREA? BUT DUDE NO ONE WOULD SHUT UP AT HOW “CUTE” I WAS AND EVERYTHING. BUT DUDE NO. JUST NO PLEASE

don’t worry about it.

just…don’t worry about it

you don’t have to worry about it

only i have to worry about it

herpaderpa

COUNCILMEN PATRICK IS A GOOD MAN
[3/31/2013 3:
48:03 PM] phfz zha: Online on mobile device. Alright, Hai. I uhh, showers.
[3/31/2013 3:
55:59 PM] Katherine Ta: I AM BACK
[3/31/2013 3:
56:02 PM] Katherine Ta: AND I AM TIRED
[3/31/2013 4:
23:35 PM] phfz zha: I know you are.
[3/31/2013 4:
23:39 PM] phfz zha: Got my text? XD
[3/31/2013 4:
26:12 PM] phfz zha: You are still outside, arent yA?
[3/31/2013 4:
34:36 PM] Katherine Ta: text?
[3/31/2013 4:
34:41 PM] Katherine Ta: no i didn't get anything
[3/31/2013 4:
34:49 PM] phfz zha: Damm, that sucks x3
[3/31/2013 4:
34:50 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm inside my house now!
[3/31/2013 4:
34:51 PM] phfz zha: WB!
[3/31/2013 4:
34:53 PM] phfz zha: How are ya?
[3/31/2013 4:
34:58 PM] Katherine Ta: thanks!
[3/31/2013 4:
35:00 PM] Katherine Ta: AND I AM TIRED
[3/31/2013 4:
35:01 PM] phfz zha: Better than outside.
[3/31/2013 4:
35:02 PM] phfz zha: Katy
[3/31/2013 4:
35:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and i got depressed
[3/31/2013 4:
35:09 PM] phfz zha: Merry Xmas =D
[3/31/2013 4:
35:13 PM] phfz zha: How comes?
[3/31/2013 4:
35:19 PM] phfz zha: Havent seen Arc?
[3/31/2013 4:
35:24 PM] Katherine Ta: that too
[3/31/2013 4:
35:33 PM] Katherine Ta: i found out he posts at like fricken 3am
[3/31/2013 4:
35:43 PM] Katherine Ta: and i can never get on at that time because i cannot become nocturnal
[3/31/2013 4:
35:44 PM] Katherine Ta: BUT
[3/31/2013 4:
35:47 PM] Katherine Ta: that's not the main reason
[3/31/2013 4:
35:58 PM] phfz zha: Hmm
[3/31/2013 4:
36:04 PM] phfz zha: He posted you?
[3/31/2013 4:
36:14 PM] Katherine Ta: so on the latale home page
[3/31/2013 4:
36:26 PM] Katherine Ta: there's an event where you buy new fashion and you post a screenie of your character wearing it
[3/31/2013 4:
36:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and i browsed through it before i left for camp
[3/31/2013 4:
36:42 PM] Katherine Ta: and it says 3:08 AM :____;
[3/31/2013 4:
37:11 PM] phfz zha: 3am at your time?
[3/31/2013 4:
37:19 PM] Katherine Ta: probably
[3/31/2013 4:
37:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but he isn't my main reaso nfor being depressed
[3/31/2013 4:
37:59 PM] Katherine Ta: just so you know, i might use terms that you won't know
[3/31/2013 4:
38:05 PM] Katherine Ta: D:
[3/31/2013 4:
38:36 PM] Katherine Ta: and yus it's a male complex
[3/31/2013 4:
39:19 PM] phfz zha: Male complex?
[3/31/2013 4:
39:25 PM] Katherine Ta: boy problems
[3/31/2013 4:
39:34 PM] Katherine Ta: i am conflicted with feels
[3/31/2013 4:
39:38 PM] phfz zha: Pretty sure you were female, are you using 1 April against me? Dx
[3/31/2013 4:
39:48 PM] Katherine Ta: LOL
[3/31/2013 4:
40:07 PM] phfz zha: but but but but but
[3/31/2013 4:
40:11 PM] Katherine Ta: ??
[3/31/2013 4:
40:21 PM] phfz zha: So its not the game ytou mean, but irl boys issue? o.o
[3/31/2013 4:
40:27 PM] Katherine Ta: yes ):
[3/31/2013 4:
40:40 PM] phfz zha: My brain works again
[3/31/2013 4:
40:46 PM] Katherine Ta: so proud! :D
[3/31/2013 4:
40:51 PM] Katherine Ta: but i just need to get this out
[3/31/2013 4:
41:00 PM] phfz zha: Ya know Kat, You are too late for valentine.
[3/31/2013 4:
41:04 PM] phfz zha: That was some months ago.
[3/31/2013 4:
41:07 PM] Katherine Ta: i dont really expect or hope for advice
[3/31/2013 4:
41:19 PM] Katherine Ta: i just need someone to listen to my shiz
[3/31/2013 4:
41:20 PM] Katherine Ta: ;__;
[3/31/2013 4:
41:45 PM] Katherine Ta: AND SO, I WILL BEGIN THE STORY DURING CAMP
[3/31/2013 4:
41:46 PM] phfz zha: Than I will listen!
[3/31/2013 4:
41:59 PM] phfz zha: Did you knew him before camp or just met?
[3/31/2013 4:
42:11 PM] Katherine Ta: i knew him from middle school, 7th grade
[3/31/2013 4:
42:21 PM] Katherine Ta: which was ... 5 years ago, so i would be 13
[3/31/2013 4:
42:35 PM] Katherine Ta: anyways, long story short of our history
[3/31/2013 4:
42:38 PM] phfz zha: didnt knew you were 18 xD
[3/31/2013 4:
42:49 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm turning 18 this year xD
[3/31/2013 4:
43:04 PM] Katherine Ta: my feelings fluctuated during our friendship
[3/31/2013 4:
43:08 PM] phfz zha: damm Bday trick XD
[3/31/2013 4:
43:17 PM] phfz zha: TBH
[3/31/2013 4:
43:52 PM] Katherine Ta: and so
[3/31/2013 4:
43:52 PM] phfz zha: Before I ever had a relationship, I thought if you have a relationship and it doesnt work out well, you could easily becomes friends again instead of nothing
[3/31/2013 4:
43:56 PM] Katherine Ta: i will name this guy david
[3/31/2013 4:
44:18 PM] phfz zha: Though, I care a lot about all my friends, but reality seems to be different.
[3/31/2013 4:
44:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i would think it would be too awkward, and i would avoid them D:
[3/31/2013 4:
44:30 PM] Katherine Ta: AND SO BACK TO THE STORY
[3/31/2013 4:
44:45 PM] phfz zha: So I know what you mean. ( I think)
[3/31/2013 4:
45:01 PM] Katherine Ta: david became battalion XO, and my friend Kathy became battalion commander
[3/31/2013 4:
45:05 PM] phfz zha: You like him, right? Cuz if you don't, than I didnt understand it xD But I will let you talk =p
[3/31/2013 4:
45:13 PM] Katherine Ta: so she's 1st in charge, and then he's 2nd in charge
[3/31/2013 4:
45:32 PM] Katherine Ta: and i believe i got jeaous of her over these 2 and a half days
[3/31/2013 4:
45:42 PM] Katherine Ta: she's basically stuck with him 24/7
[3/31/2013 4:
45:46 PM] Katherine Ta: because they have to work together
[3/31/2013 4:
46:02 PM] Katherine Ta: and my feelings wer elike
[3/31/2013 4:
46:03 PM] Katherine Ta: bursting
[3/31/2013 4:
46:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and iunno
[3/31/2013 4:
46:12 PM] Katherine Ta: i hope i didn't show anything
[3/31/2013 4:
46:16 PM] Katherine Ta: because i didn't really do anythign ot him
[3/31/2013 4:
46:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i think i tried to avoid him
[3/31/2013 4:
46:32 PM] Katherine Ta: but so today was the last day of camp
[3/31/2013 4:
46:44 PM] Katherine Ta: we woke up, cleaned up our sleeping bags and areas and stuff
[3/31/2013 4:
47:00 PM] Katherine Ta: and my other friend ngoc (pronounced as knock) was brigade commander
[3/31/2013 4:
47:13 PM] Katherine Ta: which is in charge of kathy and david and everyone under them
[3/31/2013 4:
47:20 PM] phfz zha: (what is brigade commander? =p Highest Rank)
[3/31/2013 4:
47:25 PM] phfz zha: okay
[3/31/2013 4:
47:28 PM] Katherine Ta: basically, yeha, highest rank
[3/31/2013 4:
47:41 PM] phfz zha: He assigned you to work with him?
[3/31/2013 4:
47:49 PM] Katherine Ta: no
[3/31/2013 4:
47:59 PM] Katherine Ta: there was some huge drama and conflict between the 3 of them
[3/31/2013 4:
48:02 PM] Katherine Ta: early this morning
[3/31/2013 4:
48:11 PM] Katherine Ta: as in like 12am of March 31
[3/31/2013 4:
48:19 PM] Katherine Ta: just the beginning of the fricken dya
[3/31/2013 4:
48:31 PM] Katherine Ta: there's the biggest conflict and fight within the senior class
[3/31/2013 4:
49:05 PM] Katherine Ta: apparently ngoc doesn't deserve to smoke the battalion because this is technically the first year of camp for her
[3/31/2013 4:
49:12 PM] Katherine Ta: smoke as in intense excercising
[3/31/2013 4:
49:30 PM] Katherine Ta: and then iunno the details
[3/31/2013 4:
49:42 PM] Katherine Ta: but david became fustrated and mad and angry and depressed and tired
[3/31/2013 4:
49:43 PM] Katherine Ta: all at once
[3/31/2013 4:
49:52 PM] Katherine Ta: more than how a girl feels at one probably at that moment
[3/31/2013 4:
50:01 PM] Katherine Ta: and i just felt bad for him
[3/31/2013 4:
50:06 PM] Katherine Ta: maybe pity even, i don't really know
[3/31/2013 4:
50:16 PM] phfz zha: Wait what? "Smoke" Cigarets? or what?
[3/31/2013 4:
50:23 PM] Katherine Ta: but i just wanted to hug him and attempt to make him feel better
[3/31/2013 4:
50:27 PM] Katherine Ta: but that's creepy as fk
[3/31/2013 4:
50:29 PM] Katherine Ta: so i didn't do anything
[3/31/2013 4:
50:41 PM] Katherine Ta: smoke as in intense exercising
[3/31/2013 4:
50:55 PM] Katherine Ta: it's a term that we use
[3/31/2013 4:
51:05 PM] Katherine Ta: and so yeah
[3/31/2013 4:
51:08 PM] phfz zha: Sorry, than what does it means?
[3/31/2013 4:
51:15 PM] Katherine Ta: uh
[3/31/2013 4:
51:19 PM] Katherine Ta: it's like
[3/31/2013 4:
51:19 PM] phfz zha: He is not allowed to tell you to practice?
[3/31/2013 4:
51:29 PM] Katherine Ta: ngoc is a girl btw
[3/31/2013 4:
51:41 PM] phfz zha: Sorry Kat, really trying my best to understand x3
[3/31/2013 4:
52:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and smoke is a mix of jogging in place with high knees, push ups, and doing the bicycle on your back
[3/31/2013 4:
52:10 PM] phfz zha: Hope you dont mind my lack of English understant stuff
[3/31/2013 4:
52:15 PM] Katherine Ta: don't worry, you're trying! :D
[3/31/2013 4:
52:54 PM] Katherine Ta: this term of smoke that i just told you about only happens in the US army, that i know of
[3/31/2013 4:
52:58 PM] phfz zha: So, "doesnt deserve to smoke the batallaion" means she is not allowed to do that?
[3/31/2013 4:
53:13 PM] Katherine Ta: yea, because she's a first year person at camp
[3/31/2013 4:
53:18 PM] phfz zha: OH!!
[3/31/2013 4:
53:19 PM] Katherine Ta: and they normally don't let first years do it at all
[3/31/2013 4:
53:35 PM] phfz zha: As in, she should do other trainings first / use fummy instead of rifle?
[3/31/2013 4:
53:54 PM] Katherine Ta: what david thinks is that like
[3/31/2013 4:
54:07 PM] Katherine Ta: ngoc needs to have at least 3 years of experiencing camp before smoking everyone
[3/31/2013 4:
54:11 PM] phfz zha: First year and already Brigade commander?
[3/31/2013 4:
54:22 PM] Katherine Ta: because 1st is too noob, 2nd years are a bit more advance, but still noobs
[3/31/2013 4:
54:31 PM] Katherine Ta: and 3rds, you get the hang of things
[3/31/2013 4:
54:53 PM] Katherine Ta: she's a senior, and a 4 year cadet in the JROTC program
[3/31/2013 4:
54:58 PM] phfz zha: So right now, the commander thinks that brigade commander is not allowed to do that?
[3/31/2013 4:
55:03 PM] Katherine Ta: that one program i told you about that's suppose to be about leadership
[3/31/2013 4:
55:20 PM] Katherine Ta: the XO thinks that brigade commander isn't allowed to do it
[3/31/2013 4:
55:23 PM] phfz zha: smoke is leadership right
[3/31/2013 4:
55:33 PM] phfz zha: XO ?
[3/31/2013 4:
55:41 PM] Katherine Ta: it's punishment for not doing what you're suppose to do
[3/31/2013 4:
55:44 PM] phfz zha: David = XO = Commander?
[3/31/2013 4:
55:55 PM] Katherine Ta: executive officer, 2nd in command
[3/31/2013 4:
56:03 PM] phfz zha: Im messing it up, am I not?
[3/31/2013 4:
56:22 PM] phfz zha: smoke is not a practice, but a "militaiiry punishment"?
[3/31/2013 4:
56:29 PM] Katherine Ta: 1. Ngoc = Brigade Commander
2. Kathy = Battalion Commander
3. David = Battalion Executive Officer
[3/31/2013 4:
56:38 PM] Katherine Ta: and there's more, but that's all you need to knwo for now :0
[3/31/2013 4:
56:53 PM] phfz zha: David is lower than, I see.
[3/31/2013 4:
56:56 PM] Katherine Ta: yea, a sort of "military punishment" , but it's only for boot camp
[3/31/2013 4:
57:04 PM] Katherine Ta: not in actual international stuff
[3/31/2013 4:
57:05 PM] phfz zha: I finally get it.
[3/31/2013 4:
57:41 PM] phfz zha: And back to the story, Those three got in a conflict and David went into "ragemode"?
[3/31/2013 4:
57:52 PM] Katherine Ta: long story short
[3/31/2013 4:
57:53 PM] Katherine Ta: he rage quit
[3/31/2013 4:
57:56 PM] Katherine Ta: he basically
[3/31/2013 4:
58:00 PM] Katherine Ta: packed up all his stuff
[3/31/2013 4:
58:04 PM] phfz zha: not just rage, but quit too o.o
[3/31/2013 4:
58:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and left the area
[3/31/2013 4:
58:14 PM] Katherine Ta: and kathy started crying
[3/31/2013 4:
58:18 PM] phfz zha: That is worse than "being mad"
[3/31/2013 4:
58:24 PM] Katherine Ta: and ngoc is just, a "whatever" mood
[3/31/2013 4:
58:41 PM] Katherine Ta: and he is now being looked down upon
[3/31/2013 4:
58:46 PM] Katherine Ta: because of this action that he just did
[3/31/2013 4:
58:52 PM] Katherine Ta: by all the seniors
[3/31/2013 4:
59:27 PM] Katherine Ta: and how the hell am i suppose to tell my friend Lynn (my gossip girl) that i like him
[3/31/2013 4:
59:31 PM] Katherine Ta: with al lthis shit happening
[3/31/2013 4:
59:45 PM] Katherine Ta: all of us knew him for a long time
[3/31/2013 4:
59:56 PM] Katherine Ta: and if i come out and say that i liked him for almost 5 years
[3/31/2013 5:
00:00 PM] Katherine Ta: what would they think of me
[3/31/2013 5:
00:06 PM] phfz zha: Lynn? beside Gossip friend, what is she?
[3/31/2013 5:
00:07 PM] Katherine Ta: i think they would say i'm fucking crazy or something
[3/31/2013 5:
00:19 PM] Katherine Ta: she's basically my gossip friend, she tells me MANY things
[3/31/2013 5:
00:28 PM] phfz zha: A good friend that is not a part of Battallion
[3/31/2013 5:
00:41 PM] Katherine Ta: sadly, no, she is part of the battalion
[3/31/2013 5:
00:54 PM] Katherine Ta: and basically
[3/31/2013 5:
01:01 PM] Katherine Ta: after everythign ended today
[3/31/2013 5:
01:15 PM] Katherine Ta: some of us seniors stayed back to relax and just catch our breaths
[3/31/2013 5:
01:24 PM] Katherine Ta: cause we finally finished, and we're al ljust dead ya know
[3/31/2013 5:
01:31 PM] phfz zha: so, you like him for a long time, nobody knew. Now he quitted, you might never see him again?
[3/31/2013 5:
01:37 PM] Katherine Ta: and then david actualyl comes back with his bike and all his shit that he packed
[3/31/2013 5:
01:40 PM] Katherine Ta: and just sat with us
[3/31/2013 5:
01:47 PM] Katherine Ta: and was silent for awhile
[3/31/2013 5:
01:54 PM] Katherine Ta: and it killed the mood for us or something
[3/31/2013 5:
02:00 PM] Katherine Ta: and then they started talking about ngoc again
[3/31/2013 5:
02:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and it made it even more depressing
[3/31/2013 5:
02:15 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't know what i feel for him anymore
[3/31/2013 5:
02:34 PM] Katherine Ta: pity? love? trying to protect my man from being put donw?
[3/31/2013 5:
02:36 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't even knowwww
[3/31/2013 5:
02:49 PM] Katherine Ta: he didn't quit quit
[3/31/2013 5:
02:58 PM] Katherine Ta: i still see him, i have classes with him
[3/31/2013 5:
03:00 PM] phfz zha: Who made it more depressing? The crowd the mood, they made David more depressing?
[3/31/2013 5:
03:26 PM] Katherine Ta: the crowd IMO
[3/31/2013 5:
03:33 PM] Katherine Ta: in general, david doesn't trust anyone
[3/31/2013 5:
03:59 PM] Katherine Ta: but he "acknowledges" my presence to give me information about a lot of shit that doesn't even relate to me
[3/31/2013 5:
04:10 PM] phfz zha: They killed the mood?
[3/31/2013 5:
04:24 PM] Katherine Ta: yeah, the crowd basically asked him depressing questions
[3/31/2013 5:
04:29 PM] Katherine Ta: and then everything went downhill
[3/31/2013 5:
04:48 PM] Katherine Ta: when we were wrapping up the final day of camp
[3/31/2013 5:
04:51 PM] Katherine Ta: after david left
[3/31/2013 5:
05:00 PM] phfz zha: Made him more sad? or made everyone more sad?
[3/31/2013 5:
05:03 PM] Katherine Ta: he only contacted me instead of all of our other friends
[3/31/2013 5:
05:22 PM] Katherine Ta: they made him more sad, which made everyone more sad
[3/31/2013 5:
05:25 PM] Katherine Ta: chain reaction
[3/31/2013 5:
05:46 PM] Katherine Ta: and so he onyl contacted me
[3/31/2013 5:
05:49 PM] Katherine Ta: through texting
[3/31/2013 5:
05:57 PM] Katherine Ta: why didn't he contact the others?
[3/31/2013 5:
06:17 PM] Katherine Ta: was it because he didn't even want to talk to kathy? what about our other senior friend nik? caroline? lynn?
[3/31/2013 5:
06:21 PM] Katherine Ta: they're all in the battalion btw
[3/31/2013 5:
06:32 PM] Katherine Ta: he had all these choices, yet he picked me
[3/31/2013 5:
06:35 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't know how i feel
[3/31/2013 5:
06:46 PM] Katherine Ta: i mena, i feel special and all, but i also feel asdfghj
[3/31/2013 5:
06:51 PM] phfz zha: Are you two "kind of close"?
[3/31/2013 5:
06:55 PM] Katherine Ta: meaning i cannot even describe if it's good or bad
[3/31/2013 5:
07:08 PM] Katherine Ta: kind of close ...
[3/31/2013 5:
07:10 PM] Katherine Ta: uhh
[3/31/2013 5:
07:17 PM] phfz zha: Cuz if you have gave him a save feeling over the years, than he has a reason to pick you"
[3/31/2013 5:
07:23 PM] Katherine Ta: we have random sarcastic convos
[3/31/2013 5:
07:29 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't put him down
[3/31/2013 5:
07:37 PM] Katherine Ta: i follow his random convos, he follows mine
[3/31/2013 5:
08:10 PM] Katherine Ta: when others are putting him down (like today) , i try to sound sarcastic yet not sarcastic at the same time
[3/31/2013 5:
08:19 PM] Katherine Ta: and it doesn't sound mean or anything
[3/31/2013 5:
08:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and he contacts me
[3/31/2013 5:
08:39 PM] phfz zha: I am playing a game. You have armies, cities etc. But I discovered, your friend / allies can suddenly enemies. I was never rude to someone. I was always friendly and like giving them a chance. Seems a commander got a fight with other command.
[3/31/2013 5:
08:41 PM] Katherine Ta: thing is though, he had a thing for kathy
[3/31/2013 5:
08:51 PM] Katherine Ta: i believe, 2 years ago? our 2nd year in high school
[3/31/2013 5:
08:55 PM] Katherine Ta: (we're all 4 years)
[3/31/2013 5:
09:05 PM] phfz zha: She also mailed me that she had enough etc. Seems she trusted me becauz of my nature.
[3/31/2013 5:
09:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and i don't know if he had a thing for me
[3/31/2013 5:
09:32 PM] phfz zha: He had a relationship with Katy2?
[3/31/2013 5:
09:34 PM] Katherine Ta: he's been acting a bit stranger to me now that i noticed
[3/31/2013 5:
09:35 PM] phfz zha: * other Katy
[3/31/2013 5:
09:43 PM] Katherine Ta: he makes a lot more eye contact with me
[3/31/2013 5:
09:49 PM] Katherine Ta: not a relationship
[3/31/2013 5:
09:52 PM] Katherine Ta: but a crush i guess
[3/31/2013 5:
09:56 PM] Katherine Ta: like what i have on him now? xd
[3/31/2013 5:
09:57 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
10:08 PM] Katherine Ta: but the thign was
[3/31/2013 5:
10:15 PM] Katherine Ta: when he had a crush on her, she didn't have a crush on him
[3/31/2013 5:
10:16 PM] phfz zha: Funny thing that he trust you. Its like a movie.
[3/31/2013 5:
10:25 PM] Katherine Ta: but when she had a crush on him, he didn't have a crush on her
[3/31/2013 5:
10:45 PM] phfz zha: You do have the "power" to figure it out, though this does sound like playing with fire.
[3/31/2013 5:
10:50 PM] Katherine Ta: they went to our 2nd year Military Ball together
[3/31/2013 5:
11:02 PM] Katherine Ta: and i don't knwo how that went, because i was at a different table
[3/31/2013 5:
11:09 PM] Katherine Ta: so i missed out on a huge part of my puzzle
[3/31/2013 5:
11:31 PM] Katherine Ta: i asked my friend Lynn what's more painful
[3/31/2013 5:
11:36 PM] Katherine Ta: the truth, or living a lie
[3/31/2013 5:
11:42 PM] Katherine Ta: and she chose living a lie
[3/31/2013 5:
12:00 PM] Katherine Ta: i took it as, meaning i believed that he never liked me in that kind of way
[3/31/2013 5:
12:07 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i will never even try with him
[3/31/2013 5:
12:11 PM] Katherine Ta: at all
[3/31/2013 5:
12:13 PM] Katherine Ta: ever
[3/31/2013 5:
12:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and iunno man
[3/31/2013 5:
12:38 PM] Katherine Ta: why are boys so confusing when you're a teenager ;__;
[3/31/2013 5:
12:45 PM] Katherine Ta: conflicted feels everywhere
[3/31/2013 5:
12:57 PM] Katherine Ta: BUT ANYWAY
[3/31/2013 5:
13:00 PM] Katherine Ta: LONG STORY SHORT
[3/31/2013 5:
13:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i want to confess, but i also don't, fearing the fact that my friends will judge me for the worse
[3/31/2013 5:
13:38 PM] Katherine Ta: and losing an insightful and funny friend
[3/31/2013 5:
13:45 PM] phfz zha: I agree with that part btw.
[3/31/2013 5:
14:00 PM] phfz zha: Truth hurts and can be healed, Lies hurts more and are backstabs
[3/31/2013 5:
14:14 PM] phfz zha: Who is "she chose living a lie"?
[3/31/2013 5:
14:32 PM] Katherine Ta: i asked Lynn that question
[3/31/2013 5:
14:36 PM] Katherine Ta: Lynn = gossip friend
[3/31/2013 5:
14:46 PM] phfz zha: What does she means by living a lie?
[3/31/2013 5:
15:10 PM] Katherine Ta: she doesn't know that i still like david
[3/31/2013 5:
15:26 PM] Katherine Ta: i did tell lyn nthat i liked david once, but then i told her that i stopped liking david
[3/31/2013 5:
15:43 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i think she thinks i don't like him at all
[3/31/2013 5:
16:03 PM] Katherine Ta: that's the background story of me and lynn with the topic of david
[3/31/2013 5:
16:10 PM] Katherine Ta: now the story of this "living a lie"
[3/31/2013 5:
16:36 PM] Katherine Ta: basically, it's like i have a hopeless one-sided crush on david, and i will never tell him how i feel, i guess
[3/31/2013 5:
16:40 PM] phfz zha: Is Lyn a good friend of yours?
[3/31/2013 5:
16:44 PM] Katherine Ta: and once we're somehow older and married to other people
[3/31/2013 5:
16:55 PM] phfz zha: Cuz If I was her, I would suspect you sometimes of still liking him.
[3/31/2013 5:
16:57 PM] Katherine Ta: we somehow find out that we did like each toher that that point in high school
[3/31/2013 5:
17:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and i probably might've regretted a lot of my life
[3/31/2013 5:
17:16 PM] Katherine Ta: Lynn is still a good friend yes
[3/31/2013 5:
17:31 PM] Katherine Ta: and i do have a feeling she thinks but also doesn't think that i like him
[3/31/2013 5:
17:34 PM] Katherine Ta: i honestly can't read her
[3/31/2013 5:
17:37 PM] phfz zha: Did you told her that you "really dont love him anymore"
[3/31/2013 5:
17:50 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't think ..?
[3/31/2013 5:
18:17 PM] phfz zha: If you dont like to lie, you will sound doubtful when you say that. If you did that, than others might think you might still have a crush on him
[3/31/2013 5:
18:50 PM] phfz zha: Ppl indeed cant read mind. They might feel issues as in something isnt right.
[3/31/2013 5:
19:20 PM] phfz zha: Summerized, You now are confused too. Not knowing if you should confess or not, right?
[3/31/2013 5:
19:30 PM] Katherine Ta: indeed
[3/31/2013 5:
19:45 PM] Katherine Ta: i told myself back when i was a 1st year in hig hschool
[3/31/2013 5:
19:56 PM] phfz zha: If I may ask, why do you like him?
[3/31/2013 5:
19:57 PM] Katherine Ta: that i should never get a high school relationship, 'cause that shit doesn't work out
[3/31/2013 5:
20:18 PM] Katherine Ta: he has a nice personality
[3/31/2013 5:
20:22 PM] Katherine Ta: he doesn't mean bad
[3/31/2013 5:
20:29 PM] Katherine Ta: unless you take his shit seriously
[3/31/2013 5:
20:33 PM] Katherine Ta: sounds really generic, huh
[3/31/2013 5:
20:42 PM] Katherine Ta: his eyes are stunning
[3/31/2013 5:
20:49 PM] Katherine Ta: basic brown-eyed asian guy
[3/31/2013 5:
20:59 PM] Katherine Ta: he's skilled in what i want to do
[3/31/2013 5:
21:01 PM] phfz zha: I use to love my ex. But I admit, since the begin, there once one feeling that really bothers me. A feeling that told me that the relationship wont last long.
[3/31/2013 5:
21:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i admired him for that
[3/31/2013 5:
21:40 PM] phfz zha: though the fact that you like him for 5 years, means that its not a short time crush
[3/31/2013 5:
22:03 PM] Katherine Ta: i've been debating over the last 5 years really
[3/31/2013 5:
22:14 PM] Katherine Ta: there were times when i hated him because of his stupidity
[3/31/2013 5:
22:22 PM] phfz zha: The reason why I ask, some girls answer is: He looks so hot ... that is all.
[3/31/2013 5:
22:38 PM] phfz zha: In that case, I wonder how much you really "love" him. But your answer is different.
[3/31/2013 5:
22:53 PM] Katherine Ta: now that i look back
[3/31/2013 5:
23:13 PM] Katherine Ta: i noticed him, as if he stood out in the crowd
[3/31/2013 5:
23:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't really know wtf my 13 year old self was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:
23:27 PM] Katherine Ta: but something of him captured my eye
[3/31/2013 5:
23:30 PM] Katherine Ta: and for some reason
[3/31/2013 5:
23:33 PM] Katherine Ta: i believe i was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:
23:37 PM] Katherine Ta: "i wish i was cool like him"
[3/31/2013 5:
23:40 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i noticed him more
[3/31/2013 5:
23:44 PM] Katherine Ta: and i got to know him somehow
[3/31/2013 5:
23:47 PM] Katherine Ta: i realyl can't rmemeber
[3/31/2013 5:
23:52 PM] Katherine Ta: but it all started with a stupid thought
[3/31/2013 5:
23:54 PM] Katherine Ta: saddest life
[3/31/2013 5:
24:02 PM] phfz zha: sounds good. As in, you look more than just outlook.
[3/31/2013 5:
24:37 PM] phfz zha: If you love each other / someone, you see more than what others see. You may see his good and bad side while accepting his bad side for example.
[3/31/2013 5:
25:27 PM] phfz zha: I have no faith in "he looks so hot, so I love him" relationship. But in your case, I really understand why you are confused.
[3/31/2013 5:
25:51 PM] phfz zha: I wouldnt know what to do either if I was in your situation.
[3/31/2013 5:
26:22 PM] phfz zha: But ya, if I dont get it wrong, Lynn is a good friend eh
[3/31/2013 5:
26:28 PM] Katherine Ta: indeed she is
[3/31/2013 5:
26:40 PM] phfz zha: I dont think it is bad to tell her that "you might like him"
[3/31/2013 5:
26:48 PM] phfz zha: Than she can think with you too =)
[3/31/2013 5:
26:53 PM] Katherine Ta: i guess you could say
[3/31/2013 5:
27:02 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm more afraid of the questions she'll ask me
[3/31/2013 5:
27:18 PM] phfz zha: and might like, as in easy restart the conversation.
[3/31/2013 5:
27:24 PM] phfz zha: Like that kind of question?
[3/31/2013 5:
27:25 PM] Katherine Ta: like, "DAVID? REALLY?WHY? didn't you juse see him at camp?"
[3/31/2013 5:
27:46 PM] phfz zha: juse? Just / used to see?
[3/31/2013 5:
27:58 PM] Katherine Ta: oh, sorry, typo
[3/31/2013 5:
28:00 PM] Katherine Ta: just**
[3/31/2013 5:
28:11 PM] phfz zha: DW
[3/31/2013 5:
28:45 PM] phfz zha: But, if she also knows its complex situation, than she should understand too that you didnt instantly hugged him, right?
[3/31/2013 5:
29:09 PM] phfz zha: btw, just wondering.
[3/31/2013 5:
29:14 PM] phfz zha: Are you on pc or still cellphone?
[3/31/2013 5:
29:21 PM] Katherine Ta: PC xD
[3/31/2013 5:
29:23 PM] phfz zha: IF second, isnt it annoying for you?
[3/31/2013 5:
29:25 PM] phfz zha: ahh
[3/31/2013 5:
29:30 PM] phfz zha: It didnt change here =p
[3/31/2013 5:
29:48 PM] Katherine Ta: what do you mean by "it didn't change here" ?
[3/31/2013 5:
29:57 PM] phfz zha: IT still says"On mobile device"
[3/31/2013 5:
30:01 PM] Katherine Ta: o-o
[3/31/2013 5:
30:15 PM] Katherine Ta: maybe i should log off from my ipod touch xD
[3/31/2013 5:
30:20 PM] phfz zha: nah, its fine
[3/31/2013 5:
30:26 PM] phfz zha: You can type well =p
[3/31/2013 5:
30:31 PM] phfz zha: You has ipod touch!! Me too xD
[3/31/2013 5:
31:02 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm on Pc
[3/31/2013 5:
31:08 PM] Katherine Ta: but i guess my touch was still logged on
[3/31/2013 5:
31:14 PM] phfz zha: Love has always been a difficult thing.
[3/31/2013 5:
31:35 PM] phfz zha: Feeling better though?
[3/31/2013 5:
31:56 PM] Katherine Ta: yes i am
[3/31/2013 5:
32:00 PM] Katherine Ta: thanks a bunch pat <3
[3/31/2013 5:
32:05 PM] Katherine Ta: sorry for taking you a chunk of your time xd
[3/31/2013 5:
32:08 PM] phfz zha: Patrick Ears, At your service =D
[3/31/2013 5:
32:20 PM] phfz zha: I took a lot of time too. By asking a lot =/
[3/31/2013 5:
32:21 PM] phfz zha: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
32:33 PM] Katherine Ta: 'tis all good!
[3/31/2013 5:
32:34 PM] phfz zha: Im glad you feel better ^.^<3
[3/31/2013 5:
32:52 PM] Katherine Ta: i finally told someone
[3/31/2013 5:
32:56 PM] Katherine Ta: my complexity
[3/31/2013 5:
32:57 PM] Katherine Ta: D<
[3/31/2013 5:
33:19 PM] phfz zha: Im really glad you did. I think this is a burden you shouldnt have carried alone all the time.
[3/31/2013 5:
33:33 PM] phfz zha: The more you stack, the more your brains get overused.
[3/31/2013 5:
33:45 PM] Katherine Ta: i have a feeling that's what's happening to me now
[3/31/2013 5:
33:47 PM] phfz zha: Took a while for you to get superconfused x3
[3/31/2013 5:
34:19 PM] phfz zha: I think so too. I felt sorry for you, hearing that it wasnt a 2 days problem, but a 5 years burden.
[3/31/2013 5:
34:39 PM] Katherine Ta: in my middle school years
[3/31/2013 5:
34:49 PM] Katherine Ta: it didn't feel like a crush at all
[3/31/2013 5:
34:56 PM] Katherine Ta: it's just that, i noticed him and i don't know why
[3/31/2013 5:
34:59 PM] phfz zha: A Dutch saying is"You can multiply happiness by sharing it, or devide sorrow by sharing it"
[3/31/2013 5:
35:01 PM] Katherine Ta: and i jsut carried on life like usual
[3/31/2013 5:
35:18 PM] phfz zha: Have you been keep thinking of him?
[3/31/2013 5:
35:45 PM] Katherine Ta: the thinking of him has been spreaded out within my first year of high school
[3/31/2013 5:
35:48 PM] Katherine Ta: he annoyed me, but he also made me laugh
[3/31/2013 5:
36:00 PM] Katherine Ta: he was in the same team was me in jrotc
[3/31/2013 5:
36:11 PM] Katherine Ta: so we got barely closer
[3/31/2013 5:
36:13 PM] phfz zha: Girls use to say that good boys are boring ^.^
[3/31/2013 5:
36:30 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't think of him 24/7 during my early years
[3/31/2013 5:
36:31 PM] Katherine Ta: D:
[3/31/2013 5:
36:55 PM] phfz zha: Dont get me wrong! Dx
[3/31/2013 5:
37:24 PM] phfz zha: I just meant to say that boys who are always superkind can be considered as boring by women.
[3/31/2013 5:
37:32 PM] phfz zha: The "friendzone" part.
[3/31/2013 5:
37:39 PM] Katherine Ta: ouch'd
[3/31/2013 5:
37:42 PM] phfz zha: lol
[3/31/2013 5:
37:57 PM] Katherine Ta: i think i noticed him
[3/31/2013 5:
37:59 PM] Katherine Ta: a lot
[3/31/2013 5:
38:04 PM] Katherine Ta: in my 3rd year of high school
[3/31/2013 5:
38:06 PM] phfz zha: I was refering to the annoying you part.
[3/31/2013 5:
38:24 PM] Katherine Ta: well
[3/31/2013 5:
38:37 PM] Katherine Ta: i found out he can be a douche
[3/31/2013 5:
38:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but when he's a douche at certain times
[3/31/2013 5:
38:50 PM] Katherine Ta: it's pretty funny and stupid
[3/31/2013 5:
38:53 PM] Katherine Ta: and it makes me laugh
[3/31/2013 5:
39:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and this year
[3/31/2013 5:
39:12 PM] Katherine Ta: i actually never realized
[3/31/2013 5:
39:17 PM] Katherine Ta: how beautiful his eyes were
[3/31/2013 5:
39:24 PM] Katherine Ta: the lashes and pupil and the shade of brown
[3/31/2013 5:
39:33 PM] Katherine Ta: it's not like normal brown eyes you see asians have
[3/31/2013 5:
39:43 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't even know how the fk to describe it
[3/31/2013 5:
39:46 PM] phfz zha: Like my eyes? xD
[3/31/2013 5:
39:52 PM] phfz zha: jk
[3/31/2013 5:
39:55 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
40:18 PM] Katherine Ta: but yeah
[3/31/2013 5:
40:32 PM] Katherine Ta: i also noticed how he's acting more different to me
[3/31/2013 5:
40:41 PM] Katherine Ta: than how he did last year
[3/31/2013 5:
40:43 PM] phfz zha: lately, you mean?
[3/31/2013 5:
40:59 PM] Katherine Ta: i beleive last year
[3/31/2013 5:
41:16 PM] Katherine Ta: we didn't talk much other than when we're in the same class
[3/31/2013 5:
41:22 PM] Katherine Ta: and here and there at lunch
[3/31/2013 5:
41:32 PM] Katherine Ta: just small talk about the rando msarcastic shit ya know
[3/31/2013 5:
41:36 PM] Katherine Ta: and then this year
[3/31/2013 5:
41:41 PM] phfz zha: hmm? You are talking less to each other??
[3/31/2013 5:
41:42 PM] Katherine Ta: he's making more eye contact with me
[3/31/2013 5:
42:05 PM] Katherine Ta: he looks at me, and then i feel like something is looking at me, and i look at him, and it's like awkward eye cotnact for 5 seconds
[3/31/2013 5:
42:24 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i make a O_o face ish something liek that
[3/31/2013 5:
42:29 PM] Katherine Ta: and then he smirks and then laughs
[3/31/2013 5:
42:32 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i begin to laugh
[3/31/2013 5:
42:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and it doens't make sense
[3/31/2013 5:
42:37 PM] phfz zha: you should make " =) " face
[3/31/2013 5:
42:38 PM] phfz zha: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
42:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but we do talk more than how we did last year, i'll say that
[3/31/2013 5:
43:34 PM] phfz zha: Did you knew if you get shy, that some boys can "read" that you like him?
[3/31/2013 5:
43:56 PM] Katherine Ta: it kinda sounds like a given
[3/31/2013 5:
44:12 PM] phfz zha: So far I know, other girls will be like "what are you looking at / whatever"
[3/31/2013 5:
44:25 PM] phfz zha: crap xD Whacha mean by given?
[3/31/2013 5:
44:27 PM] phfz zha: A hint?
[3/31/2013 5:
44:32 PM] Katherine Ta: yea :0
[3/31/2013 5:
44:38 PM] phfz zha: True
[3/31/2013 5:
44:57 PM] phfz zha: If you dont have a crush on him, there is no reason for you to get shy.
[3/31/2013 5:
45:26 PM] phfz zha: I do have to say though, The male romance experience has dropped last years xD
[3/31/2013 5:
45:56 PM] phfz zha: Do you wonder if he likes you?
[3/31/2013 5:
46:07 PM] Katherine Ta: there are times i do think that, yeah
[3/31/2013 5:
46:12 PM] Katherine Ta: but i thought it was selfish of me
[3/31/2013 5:
46:20 PM] Katherine Ta: so i attempt to disregard it
[3/31/2013 5:
46:41 PM] phfz zha: Love are based on two ppl. If it is three, than well, to early to have a kid ya know.
[3/31/2013 5:
46:56 PM] phfz zha: I have been thinking how you could figure it out.
[3/31/2013 5:
47:09 PM] phfz zha: you as in you you. Katy Ta in this case.
[3/31/2013 5:
47:41 PM] Katherine Ta: there are times when i get jealous of Kathy though (battalion commander)
[3/31/2013 5:
48:02 PM] phfz zha: When I needed love tips or so, ppl tells me that you have to take risk. I understand why. Cause I think if you do want to discover if he likes you or not, that you need to drop hints
[3/31/2013 5:
48:15 PM] Katherine Ta: she's been working with david for 3 years, and he's always under her, as in he's always in 2nd in command or something while she's a higher rank
[3/31/2013 5:
48:28 PM] phfz zha: If he lacks confidence to approch you, hints might help him to show his feeling.
[3/31/2013 5:
48:38 PM] phfz zha: But as I said, its like taking risks.
[3/31/2013 5:
49:02 PM] phfz zha: OR you ask Lynn ofc x3.
[3/31/2013 5:
49:11 PM] Katherine Ta: i could
[3/31/2013 5:
49:17 PM] Katherine Ta: but after what happened today at camp
[3/31/2013 5:
49:31 PM] Katherine Ta: i have a feeling it won't turn as well as i would think
[3/31/2013 5:
49:32 PM] phfz zha: Btw!!! What I meant is dropping hints, not straight telling him that you love him ofc.
[3/31/2013 5:
49:43 PM] Katherine Ta: of course of course! that's too much for me D:
[3/31/2013 5:
50:10 PM] phfz zha: it wont turn out as you would think > what do you mean by that?
[3/31/2013 5:
50:31 PM] phfz zha: Uncomfy feeling at rifle stuff.... for got its name >.<
[3/31/2013 5:
50:43 PM] phfz zha: rifle ceremonia training?
[3/31/2013 5:
51:02 PM] Katherine Ta: drill meet
[3/31/2013 5:
51:03 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
51:09 PM] phfz zha: That thing!
[3/31/2013 5:
51:40 PM] phfz zha: About that too much for you, yeah, indeed. Love is from both sides. Not just one.
[3/31/2013 5:
52:39 PM] phfz zha: How you doing now? =D
[3/31/2013 5:
52:45 PM] Katherine Ta: still good xD
[3/31/2013 5:
53:02 PM] phfz zha: You got silenced, I was wondering what kind of effect I had on you xD.
[3/31/2013 5:
53:18 PM] phfz zha: I have no idea how many times I have played Love docter and my success rate, ya know.
[3/31/2013 5:
53:18 PM] Katherine Ta: i was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:
53:21 PM] Katherine Ta: but also eating xD
[3/31/2013 5:
53:30 PM] phfz zha: But till now, it was always free =D Or payment in hugs xD
[3/31/2013 5:
53:36 PM] phfz zha: Enjoy your meal!
[3/31/2013 5:
53:45 PM] phfz zha: I accept cake / pie too as payment xD
[3/31/2013 5:
53:50 PM] Katherine Ta: people know me as the "not-solovable-hugging-type"
[3/31/2013 5:
54:08 PM] phfz zha: solovable?
[3/31/2013 5:
54:14 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm finished xD that's why it took awhile to answer
[3/31/2013 5:
54:20 PM] Katherine Ta: both hands occupied!
[3/31/2013 5:
54:24 PM] phfz zha: No cake for me? =(
[3/31/2013 5:
54:29 PM] Katherine Ta: oh
[3/31/2013 5:
54:34 PM] Katherine Ta: not-so-lovable
[3/31/2013 5:
54:45 PM] phfz zha: ahhhh
[3/31/2013 5:
54:51 PM] phfz zha: Thought so, Solvable
[3/31/2013 5:
54:56 PM] Katherine Ta: they normally never see me hug
[3/31/2013 5:
55:15 PM] phfz zha: I know the term "Solvabel > Being able to pay long term debts" xD
[3/31/2013 5:
55:19 PM] phfz zha: Too much school.
[3/31/2013 5:
55:21 PM] Katherine Ta: what
[3/31/2013 5:
55:21 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
55:33 PM] phfz zha: Solvabel > Dutch term
[3/31/2013 5:
55:50 PM] phfz zha: Does azn ppl likes to hug than?
[3/31/2013 5:
55:58 PM] phfz zha: You are Chinese right?
[3/31/2013 5:
56:03 PM] Katherine Ta: yes i am
[3/31/2013 5:
56:07 PM] Katherine Ta: and i do like hugs
[3/31/2013 5:
56:10 PM] Katherine Ta: i actualyl want hugs
[3/31/2013 5:
56:14 PM] Katherine Ta: but i don't ask for them
[3/31/2013 5:
56:17 PM] phfz zha: I heard that Chinese ppl dont often hug
[3/31/2013 5:
56:21 PM] Katherine Ta: 'cause it'll sound like i'm a slut
[3/31/2013 5:
56:25 PM] Katherine Ta: who hugs just for hugs
[3/31/2013 5:
56:27 PM] phfz zha: oh sorry, I mean > hugging a lot.
[3/31/2013 5:
56:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and not for some emotional things
[3/31/2013 5:
56:48 PM] Katherine Ta: we don't hug really
[3/31/2013 5:
57:02 PM] phfz zha: Than what makes your hug "not-loveable" ?
[3/31/2013 5:
57:17 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't put my feels into the hugs
[3/31/2013 5:
57:18 PM] phfz zha: You just hug rarely.
[3/31/2013 5:
57:40 PM] phfz zha: I need to call the hug docter for this xD
[3/31/2013 5:
57:52 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:
58:16 PM] phfz zha: Meh, you are just not too touchy I think. The "not-loveable-hugs" sounds like crap to me.
[3/31/2013 5:
58:21 PM] phfz zha: You aint a cold person
[3/31/2013 5:
58:37 PM] phfz zha: You are just not slutty, thats all x3
[3/31/2013 5:
58:42 PM] Katherine Ta: LOL
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Far cpo
David Dinh:
Djinn filing
David Dinh:
Okjjjkkkkkkk
David Dinh:
We love Katherine
David Dinh:
All hail Katherine
David Dinh:
All hail the magic conch
David Dinh:
Ollliklillollollllololololooolp
Kevin Vu:
my ninjas awake?
is he fucking drunk at 5am or something LOL

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

what the heo happened while i was asleep = =;;
[1/1/2013 8:
01:10 PM] alonzo maldonado: wilsion?
[1/1/2013 8:
01:13 PM] Narzake: what
[1/1/2013 8:
01:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Yes...
[1/1/2013 8:
01:21 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
01:23 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Wilsion
[1/1/2013 8:
04:39 PM] Jazmine Tabion: no more play? :(
[1/1/2013 8:
05:39 PM] Narzake: with my internet
[1/1/2013 8:
05:40 PM] Narzake: hahaaa
[1/1/2013 8:
05:49 PM] Jazmine Tabion: lulz
[1/1/2013 8:
05:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: lulz
[1/1/2013 8:
08:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Alonzo wanna plaaay?
[1/1/2013 8:
09:04 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Caaalvin?
[1/1/2013 8:
09:06 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Dooooooooong?
[1/1/2013 8:
09:20 PM] alonzo maldonado: league?
[1/1/2013 8:
09:24 PM] alonzo maldonado: i is playing civ
[1/1/2013 8:
09:30 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Oh okay xD
[1/1/2013 8:
09:34 PM] Steven Trinh: yous a feeder
[1/1/2013 8:
09:37 PM] alonzo maldonado: ill play in a bit
[1/1/2013 8:
09:38 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: civ?
[1/1/2013 8:
09:41 PM] alonzo maldonado: nah man that aint me
[1/1/2013 8:
09:48 PM] alonzo maldonado: civilization 4
[1/1/2013 8:
09:51 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: ahh
[1/1/2013 8:
10:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: sooo
[1/1/2013 8:
10:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: should we waaait orrrr
[1/1/2013 8:
11:03 PM] alonzo maldonado: uhhhhhhhhhhhh
[1/1/2013 8:
11:08 PM] alonzo maldonado: how many people you got?
[1/1/2013 8:
11:15 PM] Jazmine Tabion: 2 xD
[1/1/2013 8:
11:25 PM] alonzo maldonado: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm'
[1/1/2013 8:
11:27 PM] alonzo maldonado: hmmmmmmmmmmm
[1/1/2013 8:
11:37 PM] alonzo maldonado: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
[1/1/2013 8:
11:41 PM] alonzo maldonado: hmhmmhmhmhmhhm
[1/1/2013 8:
11:58 PM] alonzo maldonado: sure ill play
[1/1/2013 8:
19:47 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
19:47 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
19:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
19:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ayayaya
[1/1/2013 8:
19:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
19:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Karma
[1/1/2013 8:
19:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
20:09 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Who's mid
[1/1/2013 8:
20:09 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ya
[1/1/2013 8:
20:31 PM] alonzo maldonado: probably one of the 2 not connected
[1/1/2013 8:
20:51 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o
[1/1/2013 8:
21:01 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I only see one not connected
[1/1/2013 8:
21:47 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: same
[1/1/2013 8:
21:54 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: are they missing their apc
[1/1/2013 8:
22:09 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ...
[1/1/2013 8:
22:11 PM] Jazmine Tabion: David...
[1/1/2013 8:
22:12 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
22:14 PM] alonzo maldonado: lol
[1/1/2013 8:
22:16 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: well then alonzo
[1/1/2013 8:
22:22 PM] alonzo maldonado: my thing shut down
[1/1/2013 8:
22:35 PM] Jazmine Tabion: David said he wants to play xD
[1/1/2013 8:
22:40 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: o.o
[1/1/2013 8:
22:41 PM] alonzo maldonado: i know
[1/1/2013 8:
23:04 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: yall on vent hu?
[1/1/2013 8:
23:22 PM] Jazmine Tabion: wanna?
[1/1/2013 8:
23:25 PM] David Dinh: no nick, we are not
[1/1/2013 8:
31:33 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: awjkdghwahdbaw
[1/1/2013 8:
31:34 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: wow
[1/1/2013 8:
31:36 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: fuck this
[1/1/2013 8:
31:37 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: -_-
[1/1/2013 8:
31:44 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: thought jazmine was going be my support
[1/1/2013 8:
32:29 PM] David Dinh: just fucking play the game
[1/1/2013 8:
32:36 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: ohh david my support -_-
[1/1/2013 8:
32:38 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: no wonder
[1/1/2013 8:
32:43 PM] Steven Trinh: fight fight fight
[1/1/2013 8:
32:47 PM] Steven Trinh: kiss kiss kiss
[1/1/2013 8:
33:08 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: stupid
[1/1/2013 8:
33:14 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: im never playing with you guys ever agin
[1/1/2013 8:
33:40 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: you can at leace ward the fucken river
[1/1/2013 8:
33:47 PM] David Dinh: are you talking to me?
[1/1/2013 8:
38:12 PM] Jazmine Tabion: O_o
[1/1/2013 8:
38:16 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Nik thinks
[1/1/2013 8:
38:18 PM] Jazmine Tabion: it's not me
[1/1/2013 8:
38:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: playing support LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
38:23 PM] David Dinh: yeah o-o
[1/1/2013 8:
38:25 PM] David Dinh: he thought it was me
[1/1/2013 8:
38:26 PM] David Dinh: o-o
[1/1/2013 8:
38:28 PM] David Dinh: fucking weirdo
[1/1/2013 8:
38:30 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOOL
[1/1/2013 8:
38:35 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xDDD
[1/1/2013 8:
39:05 PM] Jazmine Tabion: not my fault he's being stupid LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
40:01 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOOL
[1/1/2013 8:
40:04 PM] Jazmine Tabion: He really did think it was you
[1/1/2013 8:
40:06 PM] Jazmine Tabion: lulz
[1/1/2013 8:
40:19 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: cuz its not
[1/1/2013 8:
40:26 PM] David Dinh: wait what?
[1/1/2013 8:
40:34 PM] David Dinh: you thought it was me cause it's not me?
[1/1/2013 8:
40:37 PM] David Dinh: O_O"
[1/1/2013 8:
40:43 PM] David Dinh: the hell are you talking about
[1/1/2013 8:
40:46 PM] David Dinh: play the damn game
[1/1/2013 8:
40:47 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Dyde
[1/1/2013 8:
40:49 PM] Jazmine Tabion: it's me
[1/1/2013 8:
40:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
40:58 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Stop stnding still
[1/1/2013 8:
46:25 PM] David Dinh: fking alonzo xD
[1/1/2013 8:
46:27 PM] David Dinh: stop messing wit nick
[1/1/2013 8:
48:53 PM] David Dinh: AWHHHHHHHH
[1/1/2013 8:
49:00 PM] David Dinh: the wall caused you to die
[1/1/2013 8:
49:01 PM] David Dinh: ;A;
[1/1/2013 8:
52:14 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xD
[1/1/2013 8:
52:15 PM] *** Nikolas Nguyen has left ***
[1/1/2013 8:
52:19 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Wtf
[1/1/2013 8:
52:21 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
52:23 PM] Narzake: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
52:34 PM] David Dinh: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
52:35 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Omfg
[1/1/2013 8:
52:35 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
52:41 PM] alonzo maldonado: omg jazmine david so funny
[1/1/2013 8:
52:49 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Wtffffffff
[1/1/2013 8:
52:55 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
52:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: T__T
[1/1/2013 8:
53:00 PM] Jazmine Tabion: That was meeee
[1/1/2013 8:
53:04 PM] Jazmine Tabion: what an idiot
[1/1/2013 8:
53:06 PM] alonzo maldonado: uh huh
[1/1/2013 8:
53:13 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL, shut up, Alonzo
[1/1/2013 8:
53:20 PM] alonzo maldonado: uh huh
[1/1/2013 8:
53:23 PM] alonzo maldonado: so funny
[1/1/2013 8:
53:34 PM] alonzo maldonado: how u r so funny?
[1/1/2013 8:
54:23 PM] alonzo maldonado: idk why jazmine gave you her league and skype
[1/1/2013 8:
54:26 PM] alonzo maldonado: but ok
[1/1/2013 8:
54:29 PM] Jazmine Tabion: omfg lol
[1/1/2013 8:
54:30 PM] alonzo maldonado: so funny
[1/1/2013 8:
54:42 PM] David Dinh: jesus man
[1/1/2013 8:
54:59 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I seriously
[1/1/2013 8:
55:01 PM] Jazmine Tabion: don't get it
[1/1/2013 8:
55:03 PM] Jazmine Tabion: and now he's not talking to me LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
55:13 PM] Narzake: did somebody say
[1/1/2013 8:
55:14 PM] Narzake: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_-NfKakS6A
[1/1/2013 8:
55:29 PM] alonzo maldonado: LOL
[1/1/2013 8:
55:40 PM] Jazmine Tabion: logic maaan
[1/1/2013 8:
56:38 PM] alonzo maldonado: you guiseeeee
[1/1/2013 8:
56:48 PM] alonzo maldonado: stahp bein so funnyyyyy
[1/1/2013 8:
56:52 PM] David Dinh: ok
[1/1/2013 8:
58:55 PM] alonzo maldonado: i would play with you two, but then you'd be too funny :D
[1/1/2013 8:
59:21 PM] David Dinh: comedians in the hizz house
[1/1/2013 8:
59:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xD
[1/1/2013 9:
00:52 PM] Jazmine Tabion: [1/1/13 8:59:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: and that's really dumb
[1/1/13 8:
59:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: because you always tell us
[1/1/13 8:
59:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: not to give up
[1/1/13 9:
00:20 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: i dint give up that game
[1/1/13 9:
00:27 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: im the only one that said no
[1/1/13 9:
00:42 PM] Jazmine Tabion: You just said
[1/1/13 9:
00:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: On 1/1/13, at 8:59 PM, Nikolas Nguyen wrote:
&gt; the moment i believe david supporting me
[1/1/13 9:
00:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: On 1/1/13, at 8:59 PM, Nikolas Nguyen wrote:
&gt; i will give up on the gamae
[1/1/2013 9:
00:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Omfgggg
[1/1/2013 9:
01:27 PM] alonzo maldonado: omfg
[1/1/2013 9:
01:35 PM] David Dinh: OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
[1/1/2013 9:
01:37 PM] David Dinh: BEEEEEEECKY
[1/1/2013 9:
01:39 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Good, good
[1/1/2013 9:
01:41 PM] alonzo maldonado: cuz nick is supposed to play through a game where you fucking with him
[1/1/2013 9:
01:42 PM] David Dinh: He hurt my feeeeeelings
[1/1/2013 9:
01:42 PM] Jazmine Tabion: wutttttt
[1/1/2013 9:
01:43 PM] David Dinh: ;_;
[1/1/2013 9:
02:00 PM] alonzo maldonado: seriously david idk why you want nicks dick so bad
[1/1/2013 9:
02:05 PM] alonzo maldonado: heh
[1/1/2013 9:
02:07 PM] alonzo maldonado: nicks dick
[1/1/2013 9:
02:09 PM] alonzo maldonado: it rhymes
[1/1/2013 9:
02:25 PM] David Dinh: Boo -Alonzo Maldonado (1995 -2012)
[1/1/2013 9:
02:33 PM] David Dinh: you're dead to me
[1/1/2013 9:
02:35 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xDD
[1/1/2013 9:
02:37 PM] alonzo maldonado: xD
[1/1/2013 9:
03:40 PM] Jazmine Tabion: -siigh-
[1/1/2013 9:
03:43 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he's arguing with me
[1/1/2013 9:
03:54 PM] alonzo maldonado: he should be
[1/1/2013 9:
04:06 PM] alonzo maldonado: regardless if that was david or not you stll played along
[1/1/2013 9:
04:34 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I didn't!
[1/1/2013 9:
04:37 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I said he's stupid
[1/1/2013 9:
04:38 PM] Jazmine Tabion: and it's really me
[1/1/2013 9:
04:46 PM] Jazmine Tabion: the only thing I said in the beginning was
[1/1/2013 9:
04:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Jazmine?
[1/1/2013 9:
04:48 PM] alonzo maldonado: uh huh
[1/1/2013 9:
04:51 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I'm not Jazmine
[1/1/2013 9:
04:52 PM] Jazmine Tabion: am Lulu
[1/1/2013 9:
04:59 PM] alonzo maldonado: no you said jaxmine
[1/1/2013 9:
05:24 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Oh, right xD
[1/1/2013 9:
05:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: that, too
[1/1/2013 9:
05:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOLLL
[1/1/2013 9:
05:32 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Who would say something stupid like that
[1/1/2013 9:
05:34 PM] alonzo maldonado: and then you proceeded to not play or talk like jazmine
[1/1/2013 9:
05:44 PM] alonzo maldonado: idk who would
[1/1/2013 9:
05:48 PM] alonzo maldonado: probably someone funnyyy
[1/1/2013 9:
07:54 PM] David Dinh: ty ty, here all night
[1/1/2013 9:
07:59 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
08:00 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Jaxmine
[1/1/2013 9:
08:04 PM] Jazmine Tabion: that's funny xD
[1/1/2013 9:
08:08 PM] David Dinh: ty ty
[1/1/2013 9:
08:17 PM] David Dinh: should we add nick back
[1/1/2013 9:
08:22 PM] David Dinh: and appologize to him
[1/1/2013 9:
08:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: No wtf
[1/1/2013 9:
08:27 PM] David Dinh: in japanese
[1/1/2013 9:
08:27 PM] Jazmine Tabion: for what
[1/1/2013 9:
08:30 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
08:38 PM] Jazmine Tabion: we're still arguing
[1/1/2013 9:
08:39 PM] David Dinh: Argiato,
[1/1/2013 9:
08:39 PM] Jazmine Tabion: HOWEVERRRRRRRR
[1/1/2013 9:
08:51 PM] Jazmine Tabion: well yeah
[1/1/2013 9:
08:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: we're arguing about David xD
[1/1/2013 9:
09:03 PM] David Dinh: i didn't even fking do anything
[1/1/2013 9:
09:04 PM] David Dinh: lmao
[1/1/2013 9:
09:10 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Exaaaactly
[1/1/2013 9:
09:13 PM] alonzo maldonado: omgggg
[1/1/2013 9:
09:21 PM] alonzo maldonado: that was such a quick response jazmine
[1/1/2013 9:
09:22 PM] Jazmine Tabion: about David Ngo
[1/1/2013 9:
09:23 PM] David Dinh: Dogeza
[1/1/2013 9:
09:42 PM] alonzo maldonado: you typed "exactly" faster then i could even read davids sentance
[1/1/2013 9:
09:49 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xD
[1/1/2013 9:
09:55 PM] Jazmine Tabion: thats cuz you're mexican
[1/1/2013 9:
09:58 PM] alonzo maldonado: and its not like davids admitted to this a lot
[1/1/2013 9:
09:58 PM] Jazmine Tabion: (says Kevin)
[1/1/2013 9:
10:05 PM] alonzo maldonado: uh huh
[1/1/2013 9:
10:07 PM] alonzo maldonado: so funny
[1/1/2013 9:
10:10 PM] David Dinh: GOMEN
[1/1/2013 9:
10:26 PM] Narzake: you did not
[1/1/2013 9:
10:52 PM] David Dinh: gomen is the name of gokus fourth son
[1/1/2013 9:
10:59 PM] David Dinh: Goku, Gohan, Goten, Gomen
[1/1/2013 9:
11:06 PM] Jazmine Tabion: O_o
[1/1/2013 9:
11:07 PM] Narzake: -_-
[1/1/2013 9:
11:09 PM] David Dinh: shit
[1/1/2013 9:
11:09 PM] Jazmine Tabion: What...
[1/1/2013 9:
11:10 PM] David Dinh: third
[1/1/2013 9:
11:17 PM] alonzo maldonado: .......
[1/1/2013 9:
11:27 PM] David Dinh: DRAGON BALL Z KAI
[1/1/2013 9:
11:32 PM] David Dinh: i'm sorry wilson
[1/1/2013 9:
11:33 PM] alonzo maldonado: ew
[1/1/2013 9:
11:36 PM] David Dinh: this guy taught me
[1/1/2013 9:
11:40 PM] David Dinh: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeRa5ZKDHsw
[1/1/2013 9:
12:52 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Jeeez David
[1/1/2013 9:
12:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he hates you a lottttttttt
[1/1/2013 9:
13:01 PM] Narzake: wow
[1/1/2013 9:
13:05 PM] Jazmine Tabion: like
[1/1/2013 9:
13:06 PM] Jazmine Tabion: a lotttttttttt
[1/1/2013 9:
13:07 PM] Jazmine Tabion: like
[1/1/2013 9:
13:09 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he said
[1/1/2013 9:
13:11 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he would kill himself
[1/1/2013 9:
13:12 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
13:16 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I MEAN
[1/1/2013 9:
13:17 PM] Jazmine Tabion: it's not funny
[1/1/2013 9:
13:19 PM] David Dinh: if i did what?
[1/1/2013 9:
13:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: but he was listing
[1/1/2013 9:
13:22 PM] David Dinh: IF I DID WHAT?
[1/1/2013 9:
13:24 PM] Jazmine Tabion: how he would kill himself
[1/1/2013 9:
13:37 PM] Jazmine Tabion: if you-
[1/1/2013 9:
13:40 PM] Jazmine Tabion: brb I have to pee
[1/1/2013 9:
13:42 PM] Jazmine Tabion: lol jk
[1/1/2013 9:
13:43 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
14:24 PM] Jazmine Tabion: He just wants to stop being around
[1/1/2013 9:
14:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: you
[1/1/2013 9:
14:31 PM] Jazmine Tabion: because he hates the way you act around him
[1/1/2013 9:
14:39 PM] David Dinh: how do i act? :C
[1/1/2013 9:
14:43 PM] David Dinh: i'm loving and kind
[1/1/2013 9:
14:50 PM] alonzo maldonado: you act funnny
[1/1/2013 9:
15:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Idk o.o
[1/1/2013 9:
15:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: [1/1/13 9:09:55 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: what didnt he do?
[1/1/13 9:
10:11 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: fucken toys with me like im his bitch
[1/1/2013 9:
16:12 PM] David Dinh: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
16:19 PM] alonzo maldonado: jesus
[1/1/2013 9:
16:27 PM] alonzo maldonado: invite me back when you guys are done o.o
[1/1/2013 9:
16:30 PM] David Dinh: am i demented or something xD
[1/1/2013 9:
16:36 PM] David Dinh: i am not so cruel as to do that
[1/1/2013 9:
16:45 PM] David Dinh: i simply desire him to know his place
[1/1/2013 9:
16:46 PM] *** Jazmine Tabion has changed the conversation topic to "We love Katherine Ta." ***
[1/1/2013 9:
16:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
17:17 PM] *** alonzo maldonado has left ***
[1/1/2013 9:
17:45 PM] Jazmine Tabion: He doesn't know why he hates you so much because it happened so long ago
[1/1/2013 9:
18:40 PM] David Dinh: than why would he continue hating me
[1/1/2013 9:
18:44 PM] David Dinh: it's bad for my rep
[1/1/2013 9:
18:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xDD
[1/1/2013 9:
18:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Kevin said
[1/1/2013 9:
18:56 PM] Jazmine Tabion: street cred
[1/1/2013 9:
19:01 PM] Jazmine Tabion: fa sho
[1/1/2013 9:
19:15 PM] David Dinh: the underclassmen girls won't drool over their senpai if they know someone hates him so passionately
[1/1/2013 9:
19:17 PM] David Dinh: neigh
[1/1/2013 9:
19:21 PM] David Dinh: it's not even passion
[1/1/2013 9:
19:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xDD
[1/1/2013 9:
19:29 PM] David Dinh: it's just become a hobby
[1/1/2013 9:
19:36 PM] David Dinh: he acts normal in person
[1/1/2013 9:
19:40 PM] David Dinh: well i can't even say that
[1/1/2013 9:
19:44 PM] David Dinh: fucking weirdo
[1/1/2013 9:
19:46 PM] Jazmine Tabion: [1/1/13 9:17:15 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I don't think you even know why
[1/1/13 9:
17:34 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: as of now i dont because it happen so long ago
[1/1/13 9:
17:57 PM] Jazmine Tabion: then why can't you just let it go
[1/1/13 9:
19:37 PM] Nikolas Nguyen: alot of past experience that cannot be forgotten
[1/1/13 9:
19:43 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ...
[1/1/13 9:
19:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: but you forgot them...
[1/1/2013 9:
19:57 PM] David Dinh: HAHAHA
[1/1/2013 9:
19:58 PM] David Dinh: HAHAHA
[1/1/2013 9:
20:12 PM] David Dinh: i don't even know
[1/1/2013 9:
20:19 PM] David Dinh: if he's worth it, fucking hypocrite
[1/1/2013 9:
20:22 PM] David Dinh: xD
[1/1/2013 9:
21:14 PM] Steven Trinh: this is retarded ;D
[1/1/2013 9:
21:19 PM] *** Steven Trinh has left ***
[1/1/2013 9:
21:26 PM] David Dinh: when has a single thing related to nick not been retarded
[1/1/2013 9:
21:32 PM] David Dinh: i pity the fool
[1/1/2013 9:
21:43 PM] David Dinh: colonel wants to fire him
[1/1/2013 9:
21:47 PM] David Dinh: i may be a rebel in rotc
[1/1/2013 9:
21:50 PM] David Dinh: but he's a monster
[1/1/2013 9:
21:57 PM] David Dinh: i don't make the a.i's want to rip their hair out
[1/1/2013 9:
22:00 PM] David Dinh: and cochran is shaved
[1/1/2013 9:
22:02 PM] David Dinh: no hair
[1/1/2013 9:
22:06 PM] David Dinh: and hes attempting to pull
[1/1/2013 9:
22:10 PM] David Dinh: is hair out
[1/1/2013 9:
22:11 PM] David Dinh: his*
[1/1/2013 9:
22:17 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xDDD
[1/1/2013 9:
22:18 PM] Jazmine Tabion: omfg
[1/1/2013 9:
22:19 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
22:33 PM] David Dinh: this is how i picture nick
[1/1/2013 9:
22:35 PM] David Dinh: all the time
[1/1/2013 9:
22:37 PM] David Dinh: http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-snc6/p206x206/230344_10151238042713393_486883656_n.jpg
[1/1/2013 9:
22:46 PM] David Dinh: i got that off his facebook
[1/1/2013 9:
22:48 PM] David Dinh: when i was considering
[1/1/2013 9:
22:51 PM] David Dinh: adding him again
[1/1/2013 9:
23:05 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o...
[1/1/2013 9:
23:07 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
23:32 PM] David Dinh: how can a man repent for his sins, if the lord would not listen?
[1/1/2013 9:
23:44 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o...
[1/1/2013 9:
23:44 PM] David Dinh: can a man kneel before his weakness and still be given fear
[1/1/2013 9:
23:51 PM] Jazmine Tabion: preach it
[1/1/2013 9:
23:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: (says Kevin)
[1/1/2013 9:
24:11 PM] David Dinh: handed down by those before him in these exact
[1/1/2013 9:
24:20 PM] David Dinh: the ways of man
[1/1/2013 9:
24:28 PM] David Dinh: are not so cruel that they can not be changed
[1/1/2013 9:
24:30 PM] David Dinh: what we have done
[1/1/2013 9:
24:34 PM] David Dinh: might no be able to be undone
[1/1/2013 9:
24:40 PM] David Dinh: but we can always grow and adapt
[1/1/2013 9:
24:44 PM] David Dinh: it is how we've always been
[1/1/2013 9:
24:50 PM] David Dinh: man has always looked onto the horizon
[1/1/2013 9:
24:53 PM] David Dinh: not looking to conquer
[1/1/2013 9:
24:58 PM] David Dinh: but expand and grow
[1/1/2013 9:
25:13 PM] David Dinh: but then of course there's bitches like nick that shun that
[1/1/2013 9:
25:15 PM] David Dinh: that resent change
[1/1/2013 9:
25:22 PM] David Dinh: that allow the sins to flow
[1/1/2013 9:
25:38 PM] David Dinh: he is the embodiment of the wall of logic
[1/1/2013 9:
25:46 PM] David Dinh: logic in this case has another meaning
[1/1/2013 9:
25:49 PM] David Dinh: not the common sense meaning
[1/1/2013 9:
25:50 PM] David Dinh: but rather
[1/1/2013 9:
25:55 PM] David Dinh: "the flow of life"
[1/1/2013 9:
26:03 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o-o
[1/1/2013 9:
26:03 PM] David Dinh: he refuses to let it change
[1/1/2013 9:
26:07 PM] David Dinh: because he knows
[1/1/2013 9:
26:11 PM] David Dinh: that man is capable
[1/1/2013 9:
26:16 PM] David Dinh: Capable of what?
[1/1/2013 9:
26:19 PM] Narzake: wtf are you saying
[1/1/2013 9:
26:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
26:24 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Just let him talk
[1/1/2013 9:
26:30 PM] David Dinh: capable of repeating exactly what they've already done
[1/1/2013 9:
26:40 PM] David Dinh: he knows that if we become friends again
[1/1/2013 9:
26:44 PM] David Dinh: i'm still capable
[1/1/2013 9:
26:49 PM] David Dinh: of messing with him
[1/1/2013 9:
26:52 PM] David Dinh: ruining his life
[1/1/2013 9:
26:55 PM] David Dinh: but above all
[1/1/2013 9:
27:04 PM] David Dinh: being what he cannot
[1/1/2013 9:
27:11 PM] David Dinh: the thing that we all cannot
[1/1/2013 9:
27:16 PM] David Dinh: how can you be something you hate so much
[1/1/2013 9:
27:20 PM] David Dinh: yet you yearn for it
[1/1/2013 9:
27:32 PM] David Dinh: the only one that'd know the proper word for this
[1/1/2013 9:
27:35 PM] David Dinh: is you jazmine
[1/1/2013 9:
27:40 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o...
[1/1/2013 9:
27:42 PM] David Dinh: the shadow self
[1/1/2013 9:
27:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ...
[1/1/2013 9:
27:56 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Who's shadow self
[1/1/2013 9:
28:02 PM] Jazmine Tabion: whose
[1/1/2013 9:
28:38 PM] David Dinh: why do you continue to talk to nick, evne knowing all these things about him?
[1/1/2013 9:
28:51 PM] David Dinh: is it cause he's sweet sometimes? maybe you pity him?
[1/1/2013 9:
28:59 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o
[1/1/2013 9:
29:08 PM] Jazmine Tabion: lol both, but above all
[1/1/2013 9:
29:10 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he's my friend
[1/1/2013 9:
29:14 PM] David Dinh: interesting
[1/1/2013 9:
29:29 PM] David Dinh: you wouldn't abandon him
[1/1/2013 9:
29:34 PM] David Dinh: would you?
[1/1/2013 9:
29:52 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Well o.o I have stopped talking to him before
[1/1/2013 9:
29:59 PM] David Dinh: hm
[1/1/2013 9:
30:05 PM] Jazmine Tabion: but I try to be patient with him
[1/1/2013 9:
30:30 PM] David Dinh: nick is not dumb, he is very close watcher
[1/1/2013 9:
30:39 PM] David Dinh: i've been patitnet with the guy too
[1/1/2013 9:
30:41 PM] David Dinh: he's a wall
[1/1/2013 9:
30:47 PM] David Dinh: i guess i'm on the wrong side most of the time
[1/1/2013 9:
30:55 PM] David Dinh: he's look at the sunlight
[1/1/2013 9:
31:01 PM] David Dinh: knowing that on the other side is the bad stuff
[1/1/2013 9:
31:11 PM] David Dinh: the stuff associtated with me
[1/1/2013 9:
31:27 PM] David Dinh: i don't want to try to be his friend
[1/1/2013 9:
31:42 PM] David Dinh: i want to be his brother
[1/1/2013 9:
31:45 PM] Jazmine Tabion: ...
[1/1/2013 9:
31:46 PM] David Dinh: i can protect my family
[1/1/2013 9:
31:52 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
31:53 PM] David Dinh: he doesn't see it
[1/1/2013 9:
32:02 PM] Allen Van: when did the group name change
[1/1/2013 9:
32:07 PM] David Dinh: but family argues, he's never had an older brother to argue with
[1/1/2013 9:
32:08 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Idk.
[1/1/2013 9:
32:10 PM] David Dinh: and wrestle around
[1/1/2013 9:
32:16 PM] David Dinh: he's been alone most of hte time
[1/1/2013 9:
32:23 PM] David Dinh: my sister gets treated the exact same way as nick
[1/1/2013 9:
32:27 PM] David Dinh: and she detests it
[1/1/2013 9:
32:32 PM] David Dinh: but she pops in sometimes
[1/1/2013 9:
32:35 PM] David Dinh: and says
[1/1/2013 9:
32:39 PM] David Dinh: "want chips?"
[1/1/2013 9:
32:41 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
32:44 PM] David Dinh: "im going ot uby you a christmas present"
[1/1/2013 9:
32:46 PM] David Dinh: and i tell her
[1/1/2013 9:
32:48 PM] David Dinh: to fuck off
[1/1/2013 9:
32:57 PM] David Dinh: but she still cares
[1/1/2013 9:
33:01 PM] David Dinh: and i know nick is very similar
[1/1/2013 9:
33:12 PM] David Dinh: it's pretty homo sounding
[1/1/2013 9:
33:14 PM] David Dinh: and pretty random
[1/1/2013 9:
33:17 PM] Jazmine Tabion: except...
[1/1/2013 9:
33:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he hates you
[1/1/2013 9:
33:20 PM] Jazmine Tabion: a lot
[1/1/2013 9:
33:24 PM] David Dinh: hahah
[1/1/2013 9:
33:24 PM] Jazmine Tabion: and he is not your sister o.o
[1/1/2013 9:
33:29 PM] David Dinh: yes, yes he does
[1/1/2013 9:
33:31 PM] David Dinh: and he's not
[1/1/2013 9:
33:33 PM] David Dinh: very true
[1/1/2013 9:
33:45 PM] David Dinh: but that doesn't mean he can't be my siter, after all, he sure does act like a sissy
[1/1/2013 9:
33:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
33:54 PM] Jazmine Tabion: omfg
[1/1/2013 9:
34:04 PM] David Dinh: I will protect this wall of a sister
[1/1/2013 9:
34:08 PM] David Dinh: even if it hates my guts
[1/1/2013 9:
35:11 PM] Allen Van: real nigga shit right there david
[1/1/2013 9:
35:13 PM] Allen Van: respect
[1/1/2013 9:
35:35 PM] David Dinh: word
[1/1/2013 9:
35:59 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Don't add him back to the call, he'll just get more mad
[1/1/2013 9:
39:59 PM] David Dinh: lol are you serious
[1/1/2013 9:
40:02 PM] David Dinh: he removed me on league
[1/1/2013 9:
41:40 PM] Jazmine Tabion: o.o? How do you know
[1/1/2013 9:
41:47 PM] Allen Van: wait what did david do o-o
[1/1/2013 9:
41:58 PM] David Dinh: LOL
[1/1/2013 9:
42:02 PM] David Dinh: I did nothing, you gotta believe me
[1/1/2013 9:
42:06 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Nothing
[1/1/2013 9:
42:07 PM] Jazmine Tabion: at all
[1/1/2013 9:
42:14 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Seriously o_o
[1/1/2013 9:
42:16 PM] David Dinh: that sounds liek sarcasm jazmine ;_;
[1/1/2013 9:
42:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I'm serioussssss
[1/1/2013 9:
42:28 PM] Jazmine Tabion: T__T
[1/1/2013 9:
42:30 PM] David Dinh: i did nothing allen
[1/1/2013 9:
42:32 PM] David Dinh: T__T
[1/1/2013 9:
42:34 PM] Jazmine Tabion: T___T
[1/1/2013 9:
42:37 PM] David Dinh: T________T
[1/1/2013 9:
42:39 PM] Jazmine Tabion: xD
[1/1/2013 9:
42:41 PM] Allen Van: did he do something
[1/1/2013 9:
42:43 PM] Allen Van: or what
[1/1/2013 9:
42:46 PM] Jazmine Tabion: No, he really didn't
[1/1/2013 9:
42:48 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he thought
[1/1/2013 9:
42:50 PM] Jazmine Tabion: I was David
[1/1/2013 9:
42:53 PM] Jazmine Tabion: when I was supporting him
[1/1/2013 9:
43:02 PM] Jazmine Tabion: and he got mad
[1/1/2013 9:
43:08 PM] Allen Van: that's it?
[1/1/2013 9:
43:14 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Yeeeup
[1/1/2013 9:
43:17 PM] Allen Van: nick can really be a drama queen in league
[1/1/2013 9:
43:26 PM] Jazmine Tabion: in lyfe
[1/1/2013 9:
43:30 PM] Jazmine Tabion: he knows, too
[1/1/2013 9:
48:07 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Uhh
[1/1/2013 9:
48:13 PM] Jazmine Tabion: Should we add Alonzo back in xD

Camp simulation is a go go.

Let’s get to it ladies! Get all your files, snacks, make-up, and attitude AND LET’S MOVE OUT.

ahhhah.…

well, how to describe what’s going on… you can’t expect too much from a senior trying to remember a reason that decided what he or she wanted to join rotc for the rest of their high school years now, do you? well honestly, i can’t remember the reason; actually, i don’t even know if i had a real reason. since i was an incoming freshmen, i was a little douche. i didn’t know what i was doing and since it was high school, there are some scary people or so i thought. since my clique had signed up for rotc, i didn’t want to be the onyl one left out, so i decided to join too, so i would fit in … what a great thought, huh… . i guess, during the freshmen bbq at the end of summer did something as well. there was the trophy table full of all the trophies, ya know? and i remembered thoa there too, she was the one that hooked me onto joining for sure. what captured me was the driving permit/liscence, driver’s ed stuff, the general area of driving… even though i was a baby freshmen, driving early got my attention.

the next thing that kept me going was team day. i was intrigued by the drill team rifles during the freshmen bbq as well. they let me hold it, and i was being a little whiny annoying incoming freshmen and complained how heavy it was. the person who was talking to me said that i will eventually build muscle, and it will feel as light as a feather, or well, close to one. anyway, the drill team performance was really wow to me, even though it was really cheesy (hung). at the first team practice though, i saw a lot of my friends from middle school in this team, so i wanted to be with them until the end, hopefully seeing what it would be like, what we would’ve become; but i’ll save that for another time.

even in the actual company of alpha, even my clique was in this period with me, and i was really grateful that i was placed in 1st period. was it coincidence? or was it fate? after all these years, i’d never knew i’d be able to see many of these people still going on with me.

another reason why i still continued with rotc was that i had a lot of fun my freshmen year. and what i mean by fun, i really meant fun. once you try something for the first time of your life, you have absolutely no experience, right? that’s why, as you keep learning, you will see all these things and experience the random-est things you’ve never thought of experiencing, ever. the majority of the seniors my freshmen year were wonderful. some issues here and there, but not everyone was perfect. since i didn’t know any of the seniors (obviously), i couldn’t judge them on how good their leadership was, but i can see how strong of a bond they have with each other. even though some were rivals with each other (mainly the company commanders), they are still friends and work together and everything. it’s similar to a situation where one guy is voting for obama and another guy is voting for romney, but they’re still good friends; that’s how strong of a bond the seniors had, most of a time.

lol why am i doing it… =___=

master is out

what the actual fuck a think a porn blog is following me…

THERE IS NO PORN HERE.  THERE IS ONLY TEARS.

It ended how it all began

Last night was my senior homecoming dance, yay. it was a night to remember indeed! Technically, i didn’t care about the dance, i cared about the after party /o/

lets so no to grammar. k. so i got there, with my 8th grade dress and shoes. hair was up and i had a mask. it was a masquerade, and i just didn’t have anythign related to gold other than this dress…LOL. so yeah, i went with kathy thai -IAMTHEDATEWHOTRIUMPTSOTHERDATES- . her dress was green and very pretty. we went to the lunch line side to enter the place, but we didn’t see anyone we knew, so we just chilled and talked. we saw familiar faces in about 10 minutes or so, and dooood. NGOC AND TONY, I JUST CAN’T. IT WAS JUST SO LOLWHATWHY FOR ME TO THEM. IT’S JUST GNDFJBNVJUDBHFGYUESDBG. EVERYTHING BAOUT THEM TOGETHER WAS SO FUNNY. and then eventually, we got in, we took a bunch of pics before we went inside and danced.

i was doing the most stupidest and random dancing i could do. i wasn’t like, happy happy i was dancing, i figured out i had a striaght face while i was dancing, so i tried smiling and laughing and shit, but it was too much workkkkk. they played like, 3 fmailiar songs i knew. there was the macarana, the one where it tells you to do like “right foot lets go, left foot lets go, now take it back y’all now” etc etc, and then they also did gangnum style. i guess this was the only time i would dance to it without being the onyl one who hates it LOL. oh yeah, ngoc also said that david was comign to hc, but he didn’t and then we had  awhole talk about it in the after party

ANYWAY, after party, we got our bags like, 10-15 minutes early to beat the rush. in the end, we still left with the rush … e__e. so there was me lynn and ngoc going in lynn’s car, and jazmine, kathy, caroline, and juliana in juliana’s car, and johnny, tony, tiffany pham, and alex in tony’s car. but the stupid part was, there was a huge controversy right when we needed to go. anh and rose and tina and their group basically budded into ours and said that we’re suppose to go to la vics, where ever that is, and lynn was like wtf no we’re going to denny’s ‘cause there’s a funraiser there. and then alex/anh or someone was like who said that i didn’t organize that. anyway croline was the one who suggested la vics anyway, so let’s go there. and almost all of lynn’s car was like vwat. if we didn’t wanna go to ihop why the fk would we go to la vics. etc etc. in the end, anh/rose/alex group went to la vics and we went to denny’s on captiol. everyone was hella fustrated all because of rose and anh’s group…=__=. in the end, we had a blast without them anyway.

DURING THE MIDDLE OF THE DANCE OR SOMETHING, NGOC POKED HER EYE AND APPARENTLY LOTION GOT INTO HER EYE, AND SHE WAS LIKE, BAWLING ALL OVER THE PLACE. AND IT WAS FUNYN AND SO DEPRESSING. SHE WORE LYNN’S SUNGLASSES INTO DENNY’S, AND WE ALL MADE FUN OF HER HOYL SHIT IT WAS JUST SO SAD, BUT SO FKIN HILARIOUS. NOW I FEEL LIKE A BULLY. and for some reason, we were talking about school and shit, it was just weirdddddd. and then we made some ‘ngoc ngoc’ jokes, LOL. there was one that was like “ngoc ngoc” “who’s there” “vu” “vu who” “LOLOLO” and then i told the one that happened in moose soccer. “ngoc ngoc” “who’s there” “ngoc” “ngoc who” “NGOC VU!” “LOLOL” omg we were so mean to ngoc ;___; AND THEN OMFG ROFL. SO LYNN AND NGOC DECIDED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM RIGHT. AND APPARENTLY, NGOC WENT TO THE MEN’S ROOM, AND THERE WAS A GUY PULLING UP HIS THINGIE SHE SAYS, AND HE WAS LIKE OH I’M SORRY AND THEN LEFT AND OMFG LOL. WE WERE HELLA MKAING FUN OF HER VISION AND SHIT, AND WHILE WE WERE LAUGHING WHEN SHE TOLD THE STORY, THE GUY CAME OUT OF THE BATHROOM AND THEN LOOKED AT NGOC AND LAUGHED AT HER TOO, AND THEN IUNNO I THINK HE LEFT, BUT OM,FG LOL. THIS WHOLE THING WITH THE BATHROOM LASTGED LIKE 10 MINUTES. AND WE WERE MAKIGN RNADOM JOKE REFERENCES WITH IT, AND I SAID “this is the moment where you don’t drop it like it’s hot” AND PEOPLE WERE JUST LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF AND THEN SAID “DUDE, EVEN KATHERIN;ES MAKIGN FUN OF YOU. I THINK THAT SAYS SOMETHING” AND THEN SOMEONE SAID “THIS IS A PERFECT EXAPLE OF BEING A NGOC” OMFG SHIT NGOC GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER BEFORE WE ACCIDENTLY OVERKILL YOU D8 LOLOL.

and then like, dang and jenny came, and then they talked with everyone and then dang came overt to me and was like “hey katherine, congratulations i heard you beat nuhnuhnmuh” i couldn’t hear him, so i said “what” and then he said “congratulations” and im like “for what?!” and then he repeated it for me, basically saying “i heard you beat dan and nik/david (forgot which he said), so congratulations, i aprrove” and then both kathy and i were laughing, and then jenny was like “i highly approve of this indeed” and then it was just a rofl omfg hjsbdfjhdnfbghjsbdvkjb i loved the after party XD.

we also met Hai! long time no see you son of a bitch! what was it, a year or 2? i can’t remember ifi saw him my junior year. OH YEAH, I FORGOT TO SAY, LYNN’S DATE WAS JOHNNY NGUYEN FORM SC, AND WELP, LONG TIME NO SEE YOU MTOHER FUCKER 8D LOL. he didn’t eat denny’s with us though )))):

And as the title says, it ended how it all began. Once it was my 8th grade dance, i knew everythign was already over, my middle school life with drama in the hallways, which cannot even be compared to the ones i have now. the current drama is like 965268165126 times above the hallway drama. 

EDIT: oh yeah, everyone was basically wearing the waterfall/cascading dresses, and it seriously pissed me off the whole night. i’m not really sure wh ythough. it jsut annoyed me how everyone’s wearing it e____e

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