Strange ;

Agent, checking in.

Checked.
all I did was freakin' wake up from a 2 hour nap, and there's a code red happening at school. did i accidently fking sleep-walk to school and shoot someone or something. i literally posted that as my FB status, and it ot likes as usual. And then Tuan asked if I wanted to know. I didn't know if he was going to be sarcastic about it, but lal i said was sure. and this was the information he gave me:
Tuan Ton 6-41pm:: wanna know what happened (8
Katherine Ta 6-42pm:: sure
Tuan Ton 6-45pm:: alright you didn't hear this from me; you heard it from gossip; james threatened(joked) someone with a bb gun(looks real); ran to bk stashed it with aaron; ran away; aaron stash the gun with his mom; james came back and got caught; called aaron's mom; aaron's mom found aaron; cops come; searched her trunk found the gun; bagged it; aaron went in the cop car for something; mom cried; after a while; they went home; how i know i was there weeeeeee
Katherine Ta 6-45pm:: wtf; demmmmmmm
D:
Tuan Ton 6-45pm:: that's just the short version
Katherine Ta 6-45pm:: i'll probably hear more gossip tomorrow; tenks for the rundown
Tuan Ton 6-46pm:: well now you know the truth; aaron might move; james might go to juvie; beach day might be cancelled
Katherine Ta 6-46pm:: it's over
Tuan Ton 6-46pm:: didn't hear this from me; you didn't hear this at all
Katherine Ta 6-46pm:: aights; it will be safe with me; 'twas received 10 minutes after i woke up or something. After that, i was like, really, are they that ... ugh. wow. they should've never brought that to school. Even i wouldn't >_>.; the next bit of info was basically all over FB, but i can't really find it as of now. I read from HIM that it was a BB gun, and that it was a joke (as to what tuan said).; the last bit of info i got was from skype. I had a feeling someone owuld talk about it. and i have a feeling that it will be a hot topic tomorrow as well.
Allen Van:: so what exactly is all this code red stuff
Narzake:: dis nigga pulled out a gun on another nigga
Narzake:: nigga school got nigga scared
Narzake:: nigga locked down
Alonzo:: ^
Alonzo:: actually it was an asian who pulled a gun.
Alonzo:: Atleast if the rumors be true
Narzake:: everybody is saying its James
Narzake:: there were no other stories spread around so im assuming it really was him
Narzake:: James Nguyen
Nikolas Nguyen:: well i saw james in cuffs
Nikolas Nguyen:: but idk
Alonzo:: yeah lol
Alonzo:: Im kinda suprised that its james
Alonzo:: but then again
Alonzo:: its james
Allen Van:: i dont think I know him
Katherine Ta:: i heard it was a bb gun
Nikolas Nguyen:: i heard it was a real gun
Randy Simons:: James pulled a BB gun that had the orange tip ripped off of it, onto Todd, another sophomore. He pulled the gun out near Mr. Anido's room/BBoy dance area, so guess who called, yup. James was scared to death after he heard the announcement, so called his friends and asked where they were. He headed over to Bk, and loaded the gun and took off his pants, and placed them into Aaron's mom's trunk, as Aaron tried to hide the evidence. James was picked up at BK by policemen and escourted back to campus, as Aaron had already driven home with the gun. Both Aaron and James now face permanent expulsion and a possible sentence to Juvie.; dammit guys =__= are you forreal. how in shits name. Aaron, i thought you changed! how am i suppose to tell you where i'm going to college now?! i already told juan that i would tell you guys, BUT NOPE, NOW I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE PLANNING ON COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. it's over. why ;___; you had such potential. i mean, i knew you were feeling depressed and shit, and this whole deal with the BB is stupid, but holy shit expulsion and juvie?! don't get the wrong idea, i'm not saying it's your fault, but i don't even know what to say. i literally have no words to describe. it's just, a stupid act. shouldn't have gotten involved with this whole thing. you should've just buried it or something.but iunno. maybe they would've cut you some slack if you didn't withhold evidence, if it was considered evidence ..; saddest life guys.; Agent, checking out.

#agent

Saya, checking in.

Checked.

Lolwow. all these IB people/advance classes people are going to SJSU and shit. I feel bad for Alex though, not getting into ANY UC’s, even though he’s in Student Council, ASB, all that shit. Same for Anh. But why didn’t they? iunno, too much of try-hards? but Anna tried hard, and got into stanford? iunno man. BUT FUK Y’ALL BITCHES I’M GOING TO DAVIS K. I only took fricken WHAP and got a 1 on the test, and now here i am in French IB SL, going to expect another 1 on a test. AND YET I GOT ACCEPTED TO DAVIS. Maybe ‘cause of my major. Design. herpderp i guess so. That’s why I didn’t tell anyone where I’m going. They’d bitch at me just like how they were going at it to Thao, how she got accepted into Davis for art/design or something, and has good grades in easy classes. IUNNO MAN, iunno. I told bitches I’m going to Riverside, and only Lynn and Kevin knows. I hope that Lynn didn’t tell anyone about Davis >_> there are times when I shouldn’t trust her.. but I should trust her with this info. I mean, i did tell her ym reason, so i hope she didn’t tell anyone.

BUT FUK Y’ALL IB BETCHES SYAING IB WILL GET YOU SOMEWHERE. Y’ALL GOING TO CSU’S WHILE I GO TO EXPENSIVE DAVIS TO CRY OUT MONEY.

demm, I sound like a bitch. i don’t care anymore. no one knows where i’m going. the only people i’ll see at davis are Tiffany and Andrea probably.

still, main reason for this post was because i wanted to rant about IB certificate peoples and saying how they’ll go to UC’s and shit, and some evne tlaked me down because i didn’t take advance classes. well betch i don’t care anymore. i won’t see your face again (*´∇`)ﾉ

Saya, checking out.

#saya

ISN’T AGENT CUTEEEEE. THIS PERSON TOOK FOREVER BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE WHY THE RED THINGIE DIDN’T CUT NICELY T__T BUT DAMN THIS ALPACA IS WONDERFUL. now to find time to do the others /o/ don’t worry i love you guys kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

#master

Master here =____________=

so long story short, percussion was wearing camo, and i had to change before they got freakishly pissed at me. so the shirt belongs to Diana Vongdara, pants and shoes belong to Jazmine . freakin jeannie and lynn T__T they wouldn’t stop talking about my having a nice body and everything. DO YOU NOT SEE MY FACE OMFG. I GOT FATTER AROUND MY FAE AREA. IGNORE THE REDNESS, I WAS TOO BUSY CRYING AT HOW THEY WOULDN’T SHUT UP, SO I AM EMBARASSED T__T . COMPARED TO TINA, I HAVE NO BOOBS. MY FACE GOT FATTER. I AM 10000000% SURE IT GOT FATTER. BODY WISE I DON’T REALLY KNOW. PROBABLY BELLY AREA? BUT DUDE NO ONE WOULD SHUT UP AT HOW “CUTE” I WAS AND EVERYTHING. BUT DUDE NO. JUST NO PLEASE

#master

don’t worry about it.

just…don’t worry about it

you don’t have to worry about it

only i have to worry about it

#master

herpaderpa

COUNCILMEN PATRICK IS A GOOD MAN
[3/31/2013 3:: 48:03 PM] phfz zha: Online on mobile device. Alright, Hai. I uhh, showers.
[3/31/2013 3:: 55:59 PM] Katherine Ta: I AM BACK
[3/31/2013 3:: 56:02 PM] Katherine Ta: AND I AM TIRED
[3/31/2013 4:: 23:35 PM] phfz zha: I know you are.
[3/31/2013 4:: 23:39 PM] phfz zha: Got my text? XD
[3/31/2013 4:: 26:12 PM] phfz zha: You are still outside, arent yA?
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:36 PM] Katherine Ta: text?
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:41 PM] Katherine Ta: no i didn't get anything
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:49 PM] phfz zha: Damm, that sucks x3
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:50 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm inside my house now!
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:51 PM] phfz zha: WB!
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:53 PM] phfz zha: How are ya?
[3/31/2013 4:: 34:58 PM] Katherine Ta: thanks!
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:00 PM] Katherine Ta: AND I AM TIRED
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:01 PM] phfz zha: Better than outside.
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:02 PM] phfz zha: Katy
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and i got depressed
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:09 PM] phfz zha: Merry Xmas =D
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:13 PM] phfz zha: How comes?
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:19 PM] phfz zha: Havent seen Arc?
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:24 PM] Katherine Ta: that too
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:33 PM] Katherine Ta: i found out he posts at like fricken 3am
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:43 PM] Katherine Ta: and i can never get on at that time because i cannot become nocturnal
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:44 PM] Katherine Ta: BUT
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:47 PM] Katherine Ta: that's not the main reason
[3/31/2013 4:: 35:58 PM] phfz zha: Hmm
[3/31/2013 4:: 36:04 PM] phfz zha: He posted you?
[3/31/2013 4:: 36:14 PM] Katherine Ta: so on the latale home page
[3/31/2013 4:: 36:26 PM] Katherine Ta: there's an event where you buy new fashion and you post a screenie of your character wearing it
[3/31/2013 4:: 36:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and i browsed through it before i left for camp
[3/31/2013 4:: 36:42 PM] Katherine Ta: and it says 3:08 AM :____;
[3/31/2013 4:: 37:11 PM] phfz zha: 3am at your time?
[3/31/2013 4:: 37:19 PM] Katherine Ta: probably
[3/31/2013 4:: 37:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but he isn't my main reaso nfor being depressed
[3/31/2013 4:: 37:59 PM] Katherine Ta: just so you know, i might use terms that you won't know
[3/31/2013 4:: 38:05 PM] Katherine Ta: D:
[3/31/2013 4:: 38:36 PM] Katherine Ta: and yus it's a male complex
[3/31/2013 4:: 39:19 PM] phfz zha: Male complex?
[3/31/2013 4:: 39:25 PM] Katherine Ta: boy problems
[3/31/2013 4:: 39:34 PM] Katherine Ta: i am conflicted with feels
[3/31/2013 4:: 39:38 PM] phfz zha: Pretty sure you were female, are you using 1 April against me? Dx
[3/31/2013 4:: 39:48 PM] Katherine Ta: LOL
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:07 PM] phfz zha: but but but but but
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:11 PM] Katherine Ta: ??
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:21 PM] phfz zha: So its not the game ytou mean, but irl boys issue? o.o
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:27 PM] Katherine Ta: yes ):
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:40 PM] phfz zha: My brain works again
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:46 PM] Katherine Ta: so proud! :D
[3/31/2013 4:: 40:51 PM] Katherine Ta: but i just need to get this out
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:00 PM] phfz zha: Ya know Kat, You are too late for valentine.
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:04 PM] phfz zha: That was some months ago.
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:07 PM] Katherine Ta: i dont really expect or hope for advice
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:19 PM] Katherine Ta: i just need someone to listen to my shiz
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:20 PM] Katherine Ta: ;__;
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:45 PM] Katherine Ta: AND SO, I WILL BEGIN THE STORY DURING CAMP
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:46 PM] phfz zha: Than I will listen!
[3/31/2013 4:: 41:59 PM] phfz zha: Did you knew him before camp or just met?
[3/31/2013 4:: 42:11 PM] Katherine Ta: i knew him from middle school, 7th grade
[3/31/2013 4:: 42:21 PM] Katherine Ta: which was ... 5 years ago, so i would be 13
[3/31/2013 4:: 42:35 PM] Katherine Ta: anyways, long story short of our history
[3/31/2013 4:: 42:38 PM] phfz zha: didnt knew you were 18 xD
[3/31/2013 4:: 42:49 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm turning 18 this year xD
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:04 PM] Katherine Ta: my feelings fluctuated during our friendship
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:08 PM] phfz zha: damm Bday trick XD
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:17 PM] phfz zha: TBH
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:52 PM] Katherine Ta: and so
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:52 PM] phfz zha: Before I ever had a relationship, I thought if you have a relationship and it doesnt work out well, you could easily becomes friends again instead of nothing
[3/31/2013 4:: 43:56 PM] Katherine Ta: i will name this guy david
[3/31/2013 4:: 44:18 PM] phfz zha: Though, I care a lot about all my friends, but reality seems to be different.
[3/31/2013 4:: 44:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i would think it would be too awkward, and i would avoid them D:
[3/31/2013 4:: 44:30 PM] Katherine Ta: AND SO BACK TO THE STORY
[3/31/2013 4:: 44:45 PM] phfz zha: So I know what you mean. ( I think)
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:01 PM] Katherine Ta: david became battalion XO, and my friend Kathy became battalion commander
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:05 PM] phfz zha: You like him, right? Cuz if you don't, than I didnt understand it xD But I will let you talk =p
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:13 PM] Katherine Ta: so she's 1st in charge, and then he's 2nd in charge
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:32 PM] Katherine Ta: and i believe i got jeaous of her over these 2 and a half days
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:42 PM] Katherine Ta: she's basically stuck with him 24/7
[3/31/2013 4:: 45:46 PM] Katherine Ta: because they have to work together
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:02 PM] Katherine Ta: and my feelings wer elike
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:03 PM] Katherine Ta: bursting
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and iunno
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:12 PM] Katherine Ta: i hope i didn't show anything
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:16 PM] Katherine Ta: because i didn't really do anythign ot him
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i think i tried to avoid him
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:32 PM] Katherine Ta: but so today was the last day of camp
[3/31/2013 4:: 46:44 PM] Katherine Ta: we woke up, cleaned up our sleeping bags and areas and stuff
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:00 PM] Katherine Ta: and my other friend ngoc (pronounced as knock) was brigade commander
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:13 PM] Katherine Ta: which is in charge of kathy and david and everyone under them
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:20 PM] phfz zha: (what is brigade commander? =p Highest Rank)
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:25 PM] phfz zha: okay
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:28 PM] Katherine Ta: basically, yeha, highest rank
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:41 PM] phfz zha: He assigned you to work with him?
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:49 PM] Katherine Ta: no
[3/31/2013 4:: 47:59 PM] Katherine Ta: there was some huge drama and conflict between the 3 of them
[3/31/2013 4:: 48:02 PM] Katherine Ta: early this morning
[3/31/2013 4:: 48:11 PM] Katherine Ta: as in like 12am of March 31
[3/31/2013 4:: 48:19 PM] Katherine Ta: just the beginning of the fricken dya
[3/31/2013 4:: 48:31 PM] Katherine Ta: there's the biggest conflict and fight within the senior class
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:05 PM] Katherine Ta: apparently ngoc doesn't deserve to smoke the battalion because this is technically the first year of camp for her
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:12 PM] Katherine Ta: smoke as in intense excercising
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:30 PM] Katherine Ta: and then iunno the details
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:42 PM] Katherine Ta: but david became fustrated and mad and angry and depressed and tired
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:43 PM] Katherine Ta: all at once
[3/31/2013 4:: 49:52 PM] Katherine Ta: more than how a girl feels at one probably at that moment
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:01 PM] Katherine Ta: and i just felt bad for him
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:06 PM] Katherine Ta: maybe pity even, i don't really know
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:16 PM] phfz zha: Wait what? "Smoke" Cigarets? or what?
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:23 PM] Katherine Ta: but i just wanted to hug him and attempt to make him feel better
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:27 PM] Katherine Ta: but that's creepy as fk
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:29 PM] Katherine Ta: so i didn't do anything
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:41 PM] Katherine Ta: smoke as in intense exercising
[3/31/2013 4:: 50:55 PM] Katherine Ta: it's a term that we use
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:05 PM] Katherine Ta: and so yeah
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:08 PM] phfz zha: Sorry, than what does it means?
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:15 PM] Katherine Ta: uh
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:19 PM] Katherine Ta: it's like
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:19 PM] phfz zha: He is not allowed to tell you to practice?
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:29 PM] Katherine Ta: ngoc is a girl btw
[3/31/2013 4:: 51:41 PM] phfz zha: Sorry Kat, really trying my best to understand x3
[3/31/2013 4:: 52:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and smoke is a mix of jogging in place with high knees, push ups, and doing the bicycle on your back
[3/31/2013 4:: 52:10 PM] phfz zha: Hope you dont mind my lack of English understant stuff
[3/31/2013 4:: 52:15 PM] Katherine Ta: don't worry, you're trying! :D
[3/31/2013 4:: 52:54 PM] Katherine Ta: this term of smoke that i just told you about only happens in the US army, that i know of
[3/31/2013 4:: 52:58 PM] phfz zha: So, "doesnt deserve to smoke the batallaion" means she is not allowed to do that?
[3/31/2013 4:: 53:13 PM] Katherine Ta: yea, because she's a first year person at camp
[3/31/2013 4:: 53:18 PM] phfz zha: OH!!
[3/31/2013 4:: 53:19 PM] Katherine Ta: and they normally don't let first years do it at all
[3/31/2013 4:: 53:35 PM] phfz zha: As in, she should do other trainings first / use fummy instead of rifle?
[3/31/2013 4:: 53:54 PM] Katherine Ta: what david thinks is that like
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:07 PM] Katherine Ta: ngoc needs to have at least 3 years of experiencing camp before smoking everyone
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:11 PM] phfz zha: First year and already Brigade commander?
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:22 PM] Katherine Ta: because 1st is too noob, 2nd years are a bit more advance, but still noobs
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:31 PM] Katherine Ta: and 3rds, you get the hang of things
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:53 PM] Katherine Ta: she's a senior, and a 4 year cadet in the JROTC program
[3/31/2013 4:: 54:58 PM] phfz zha: So right now, the commander thinks that brigade commander is not allowed to do that?
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:03 PM] Katherine Ta: that one program i told you about that's suppose to be about leadership
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:20 PM] Katherine Ta: the XO thinks that brigade commander isn't allowed to do it
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:23 PM] phfz zha: smoke is leadership right
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:33 PM] phfz zha: XO ?
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:41 PM] Katherine Ta: it's punishment for not doing what you're suppose to do
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:44 PM] phfz zha: David = XO = Commander?
[3/31/2013 4:: 55:55 PM] Katherine Ta: executive officer, 2nd in command
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:03 PM] phfz zha: Im messing it up, am I not?
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:22 PM] phfz zha: smoke is not a practice, but a "militaiiry punishment"?
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:29 PM] Katherine Ta: 1. Ngoc = Brigade Commander; 2. Kathy = Battalion Commander; 3. David = Battalion Executive Officer
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:38 PM] Katherine Ta: and there's more, but that's all you need to knwo for now :0
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:53 PM] phfz zha: David is lower than, I see.
[3/31/2013 4:: 56:56 PM] Katherine Ta: yea, a sort of "military punishment" , but it's only for boot camp
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:04 PM] Katherine Ta: not in actual international stuff
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:05 PM] phfz zha: I finally get it.
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:41 PM] phfz zha: And back to the story, Those three got in a conflict and David went into "ragemode"?
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:52 PM] Katherine Ta: long story short
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:53 PM] Katherine Ta: he rage quit
[3/31/2013 4:: 57:56 PM] Katherine Ta: he basically
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:00 PM] Katherine Ta: packed up all his stuff
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:04 PM] phfz zha: not just rage, but quit too o.o
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and left the area
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:14 PM] Katherine Ta: and kathy started crying
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:18 PM] phfz zha: That is worse than "being mad"
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:24 PM] Katherine Ta: and ngoc is just, a "whatever" mood
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:41 PM] Katherine Ta: and he is now being looked down upon
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:46 PM] Katherine Ta: because of this action that he just did
[3/31/2013 4:: 58:52 PM] Katherine Ta: by all the seniors
[3/31/2013 4:: 59:27 PM] Katherine Ta: and how the hell am i suppose to tell my friend Lynn (my gossip girl) that i like him
[3/31/2013 4:: 59:31 PM] Katherine Ta: with al lthis shit happening
[3/31/2013 4:: 59:45 PM] Katherine Ta: all of us knew him for a long time
[3/31/2013 4:: 59:56 PM] Katherine Ta: and if i come out and say that i liked him for almost 5 years
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:00 PM] Katherine Ta: what would they think of me
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:06 PM] phfz zha: Lynn? beside Gossip friend, what is she?
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:07 PM] Katherine Ta: i think they would say i'm fucking crazy or something
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:19 PM] Katherine Ta: she's basically my gossip friend, she tells me MANY things
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:28 PM] phfz zha: A good friend that is not a part of Battallion
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:41 PM] Katherine Ta: sadly, no, she is part of the battalion
[3/31/2013 5:: 00:54 PM] Katherine Ta: and basically
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:01 PM] Katherine Ta: after everythign ended today
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:15 PM] Katherine Ta: some of us seniors stayed back to relax and just catch our breaths
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:24 PM] Katherine Ta: cause we finally finished, and we're al ljust dead ya know
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:31 PM] phfz zha: so, you like him for a long time, nobody knew. Now he quitted, you might never see him again?
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:37 PM] Katherine Ta: and then david actualyl comes back with his bike and all his shit that he packed
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:40 PM] Katherine Ta: and just sat with us
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:47 PM] Katherine Ta: and was silent for awhile
[3/31/2013 5:: 01:54 PM] Katherine Ta: and it killed the mood for us or something
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:00 PM] Katherine Ta: and then they started talking about ngoc again
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:06 PM] Katherine Ta: and it made it even more depressing
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:15 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't know what i feel for him anymore
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:34 PM] Katherine Ta: pity? love? trying to protect my man from being put donw?
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:36 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't even knowwww
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:49 PM] Katherine Ta: he didn't quit quit
[3/31/2013 5:: 02:58 PM] Katherine Ta: i still see him, i have classes with him
[3/31/2013 5:: 03:00 PM] phfz zha: Who made it more depressing? The crowd the mood, they made David more depressing?
[3/31/2013 5:: 03:26 PM] Katherine Ta: the crowd IMO
[3/31/2013 5:: 03:33 PM] Katherine Ta: in general, david doesn't trust anyone
[3/31/2013 5:: 03:59 PM] Katherine Ta: but he "acknowledges" my presence to give me information about a lot of shit that doesn't even relate to me
[3/31/2013 5:: 04:10 PM] phfz zha: They killed the mood?
[3/31/2013 5:: 04:24 PM] Katherine Ta: yeah, the crowd basically asked him depressing questions
[3/31/2013 5:: 04:29 PM] Katherine Ta: and then everything went downhill
[3/31/2013 5:: 04:48 PM] Katherine Ta: when we were wrapping up the final day of camp
[3/31/2013 5:: 04:51 PM] Katherine Ta: after david left
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:00 PM] phfz zha: Made him more sad? or made everyone more sad?
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:03 PM] Katherine Ta: he only contacted me instead of all of our other friends
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:22 PM] Katherine Ta: they made him more sad, which made everyone more sad
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:25 PM] Katherine Ta: chain reaction
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:46 PM] Katherine Ta: and so he onyl contacted me
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:49 PM] Katherine Ta: through texting
[3/31/2013 5:: 05:57 PM] Katherine Ta: why didn't he contact the others?
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:17 PM] Katherine Ta: was it because he didn't even want to talk to kathy? what about our other senior friend nik? caroline? lynn?
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:21 PM] Katherine Ta: they're all in the battalion btw
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:32 PM] Katherine Ta: he had all these choices, yet he picked me
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:35 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't know how i feel
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:46 PM] Katherine Ta: i mena, i feel special and all, but i also feel asdfghj
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:51 PM] phfz zha: Are you two "kind of close"?
[3/31/2013 5:: 06:55 PM] Katherine Ta: meaning i cannot even describe if it's good or bad
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:08 PM] Katherine Ta: kind of close ...
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:10 PM] Katherine Ta: uhh
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:17 PM] phfz zha: Cuz if you have gave him a save feeling over the years, than he has a reason to pick you"
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:23 PM] Katherine Ta: we have random sarcastic convos
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:29 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't put him down
[3/31/2013 5:: 07:37 PM] Katherine Ta: i follow his random convos, he follows mine
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:10 PM] Katherine Ta: when others are putting him down (like today) , i try to sound sarcastic yet not sarcastic at the same time
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:19 PM] Katherine Ta: and it doesn't sound mean or anything
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and he contacts me
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:39 PM] phfz zha: I am playing a game. You have armies, cities etc. But I discovered, your friend / allies can suddenly enemies. I was never rude to someone. I was always friendly and like giving them a chance. Seems a commander got a fight with other command.
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:41 PM] Katherine Ta: thing is though, he had a thing for kathy
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:51 PM] Katherine Ta: i believe, 2 years ago? our 2nd year in high school
[3/31/2013 5:: 08:55 PM] Katherine Ta: (we're all 4 years)
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:05 PM] phfz zha: She also mailed me that she had enough etc. Seems she trusted me becauz of my nature.
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and i don't know if he had a thing for me
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:32 PM] phfz zha: He had a relationship with Katy2?
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:34 PM] Katherine Ta: he's been acting a bit stranger to me now that i noticed
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:35 PM] phfz zha: * other Katy
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:43 PM] Katherine Ta: he makes a lot more eye contact with me
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:49 PM] Katherine Ta: not a relationship
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:52 PM] Katherine Ta: but a crush i guess
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:56 PM] Katherine Ta: like what i have on him now? xd
[3/31/2013 5:: 09:57 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:08 PM] Katherine Ta: but the thign was
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:15 PM] Katherine Ta: when he had a crush on her, she didn't have a crush on him
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:16 PM] phfz zha: Funny thing that he trust you. Its like a movie.
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:25 PM] Katherine Ta: but when she had a crush on him, he didn't have a crush on her
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:45 PM] phfz zha: You do have the "power" to figure it out, though this does sound like playing with fire.
[3/31/2013 5:: 10:50 PM] Katherine Ta: they went to our 2nd year Military Ball together
[3/31/2013 5:: 11:02 PM] Katherine Ta: and i don't knwo how that went, because i was at a different table
[3/31/2013 5:: 11:09 PM] Katherine Ta: so i missed out on a huge part of my puzzle
[3/31/2013 5:: 11:31 PM] Katherine Ta: i asked my friend Lynn what's more painful
[3/31/2013 5:: 11:36 PM] Katherine Ta: the truth, or living a lie
[3/31/2013 5:: 11:42 PM] Katherine Ta: and she chose living a lie
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:00 PM] Katherine Ta: i took it as, meaning i believed that he never liked me in that kind of way
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:07 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i will never even try with him
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:11 PM] Katherine Ta: at all
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:13 PM] Katherine Ta: ever
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:25 PM] Katherine Ta: and iunno man
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:38 PM] Katherine Ta: why are boys so confusing when you're a teenager ;__;
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:45 PM] Katherine Ta: conflicted feels everywhere
[3/31/2013 5:: 12:57 PM] Katherine Ta: BUT ANYWAY
[3/31/2013 5:: 13:00 PM] Katherine Ta: LONG STORY SHORT
[3/31/2013 5:: 13:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i want to confess, but i also don't, fearing the fact that my friends will judge me for the worse
[3/31/2013 5:: 13:38 PM] Katherine Ta: and losing an insightful and funny friend
[3/31/2013 5:: 13:45 PM] phfz zha: I agree with that part btw.
[3/31/2013 5:: 14:00 PM] phfz zha: Truth hurts and can be healed, Lies hurts more and are backstabs
[3/31/2013 5:: 14:14 PM] phfz zha: Who is "she chose living a lie"?
[3/31/2013 5:: 14:32 PM] Katherine Ta: i asked Lynn that question
[3/31/2013 5:: 14:36 PM] Katherine Ta: Lynn = gossip friend
[3/31/2013 5:: 14:46 PM] phfz zha: What does she means by living a lie?
[3/31/2013 5:: 15:10 PM] Katherine Ta: she doesn't know that i still like david
[3/31/2013 5:: 15:26 PM] Katherine Ta: i did tell lyn nthat i liked david once, but then i told her that i stopped liking david
[3/31/2013 5:: 15:43 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i think she thinks i don't like him at all
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:03 PM] Katherine Ta: that's the background story of me and lynn with the topic of david
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:10 PM] Katherine Ta: now the story of this "living a lie"
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:36 PM] Katherine Ta: basically, it's like i have a hopeless one-sided crush on david, and i will never tell him how i feel, i guess
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:40 PM] phfz zha: Is Lyn a good friend of yours?
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:44 PM] Katherine Ta: and once we're somehow older and married to other people
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:55 PM] phfz zha: Cuz If I was her, I would suspect you sometimes of still liking him.
[3/31/2013 5:: 16:57 PM] Katherine Ta: we somehow find out that we did like each toher that that point in high school
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and i probably might've regretted a lot of my life
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:16 PM] Katherine Ta: Lynn is still a good friend yes
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:31 PM] Katherine Ta: and i do have a feeling she thinks but also doesn't think that i like him
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:34 PM] Katherine Ta: i honestly can't read her
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:37 PM] phfz zha: Did you told her that you "really dont love him anymore"
[3/31/2013 5:: 17:50 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't think ..?
[3/31/2013 5:: 18:17 PM] phfz zha: If you dont like to lie, you will sound doubtful when you say that. If you did that, than others might think you might still have a crush on him
[3/31/2013 5:: 18:50 PM] phfz zha: Ppl indeed cant read mind. They might feel issues as in something isnt right.
[3/31/2013 5:: 19:20 PM] phfz zha: Summerized, You now are confused too. Not knowing if you should confess or not, right?
[3/31/2013 5:: 19:30 PM] Katherine Ta: indeed
[3/31/2013 5:: 19:45 PM] Katherine Ta: i told myself back when i was a 1st year in hig hschool
[3/31/2013 5:: 19:56 PM] phfz zha: If I may ask, why do you like him?
[3/31/2013 5:: 19:57 PM] Katherine Ta: that i should never get a high school relationship, 'cause that shit doesn't work out
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:18 PM] Katherine Ta: he has a nice personality
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:22 PM] Katherine Ta: he doesn't mean bad
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:29 PM] Katherine Ta: unless you take his shit seriously
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:33 PM] Katherine Ta: sounds really generic, huh
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:42 PM] Katherine Ta: his eyes are stunning
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:49 PM] Katherine Ta: basic brown-eyed asian guy
[3/31/2013 5:: 20:59 PM] Katherine Ta: he's skilled in what i want to do
[3/31/2013 5:: 21:01 PM] phfz zha: I use to love my ex. But I admit, since the begin, there once one feeling that really bothers me. A feeling that told me that the relationship wont last long.
[3/31/2013 5:: 21:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and so i admired him for that
[3/31/2013 5:: 21:40 PM] phfz zha: though the fact that you like him for 5 years, means that its not a short time crush
[3/31/2013 5:: 22:03 PM] Katherine Ta: i've been debating over the last 5 years really
[3/31/2013 5:: 22:14 PM] Katherine Ta: there were times when i hated him because of his stupidity
[3/31/2013 5:: 22:22 PM] phfz zha: The reason why I ask, some girls answer is: He looks so hot ... that is all.
[3/31/2013 5:: 22:38 PM] phfz zha: In that case, I wonder how much you really "love" him. But your answer is different.
[3/31/2013 5:: 22:53 PM] Katherine Ta: now that i look back
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:13 PM] Katherine Ta: i noticed him, as if he stood out in the crowd
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:21 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't really know wtf my 13 year old self was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:27 PM] Katherine Ta: but something of him captured my eye
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:30 PM] Katherine Ta: and for some reason
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:33 PM] Katherine Ta: i believe i was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:37 PM] Katherine Ta: "i wish i was cool like him"
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:40 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i noticed him more
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:44 PM] Katherine Ta: and i got to know him somehow
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:47 PM] Katherine Ta: i realyl can't rmemeber
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:52 PM] Katherine Ta: but it all started with a stupid thought
[3/31/2013 5:: 23:54 PM] Katherine Ta: saddest life
[3/31/2013 5:: 24:02 PM] phfz zha: sounds good. As in, you look more than just outlook.
[3/31/2013 5:: 24:37 PM] phfz zha: If you love each other / someone, you see more than what others see. You may see his good and bad side while accepting his bad side for example.
[3/31/2013 5:: 25:27 PM] phfz zha: I have no faith in "he looks so hot, so I love him" relationship. But in your case, I really understand why you are confused.
[3/31/2013 5:: 25:51 PM] phfz zha: I wouldnt know what to do either if I was in your situation.
[3/31/2013 5:: 26:22 PM] phfz zha: But ya, if I dont get it wrong, Lynn is a good friend eh
[3/31/2013 5:: 26:28 PM] Katherine Ta: indeed she is
[3/31/2013 5:: 26:40 PM] phfz zha: I dont think it is bad to tell her that "you might like him"
[3/31/2013 5:: 26:48 PM] phfz zha: Than she can think with you too =)
[3/31/2013 5:: 26:53 PM] Katherine Ta: i guess you could say
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:02 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm more afraid of the questions she'll ask me
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:18 PM] phfz zha: and might like, as in easy restart the conversation.
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:24 PM] phfz zha: Like that kind of question?
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:25 PM] Katherine Ta: like, "DAVID? REALLY?WHY? didn't you juse see him at camp?"
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:46 PM] phfz zha: juse? Just / used to see?
[3/31/2013 5:: 27:58 PM] Katherine Ta: oh, sorry, typo
[3/31/2013 5:: 28:00 PM] Katherine Ta: just**
[3/31/2013 5:: 28:11 PM] phfz zha: DW
[3/31/2013 5:: 28:45 PM] phfz zha: But, if she also knows its complex situation, than she should understand too that you didnt instantly hugged him, right?
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:09 PM] phfz zha: btw, just wondering.
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:14 PM] phfz zha: Are you on pc or still cellphone?
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:21 PM] Katherine Ta: PC xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:23 PM] phfz zha: IF second, isnt it annoying for you?
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:25 PM] phfz zha: ahh
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:30 PM] phfz zha: It didnt change here =p
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:48 PM] Katherine Ta: what do you mean by "it didn't change here" ?
[3/31/2013 5:: 29:57 PM] phfz zha: IT still says"On mobile device"
[3/31/2013 5:: 30:01 PM] Katherine Ta: o-o
[3/31/2013 5:: 30:15 PM] Katherine Ta: maybe i should log off from my ipod touch xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 30:20 PM] phfz zha: nah, its fine
[3/31/2013 5:: 30:26 PM] phfz zha: You can type well =p
[3/31/2013 5:: 30:31 PM] phfz zha: You has ipod touch!! Me too xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 31:02 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm on Pc
[3/31/2013 5:: 31:08 PM] Katherine Ta: but i guess my touch was still logged on
[3/31/2013 5:: 31:14 PM] phfz zha: Love has always been a difficult thing.
[3/31/2013 5:: 31:35 PM] phfz zha: Feeling better though?
[3/31/2013 5:: 31:56 PM] Katherine Ta: yes i am
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:00 PM] Katherine Ta: thanks a bunch pat <3
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:05 PM] Katherine Ta: sorry for taking you a chunk of your time xd
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:08 PM] phfz zha: Patrick Ears, At your service =D
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:20 PM] phfz zha: I took a lot of time too. By asking a lot =/
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:21 PM] phfz zha: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:33 PM] Katherine Ta: 'tis all good!
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:34 PM] phfz zha: Im glad you feel better ^.^<3
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:52 PM] Katherine Ta: i finally told someone
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:56 PM] Katherine Ta: my complexity
[3/31/2013 5:: 32:57 PM] Katherine Ta: D<
[3/31/2013 5:: 33:19 PM] phfz zha: Im really glad you did. I think this is a burden you shouldnt have carried alone all the time.
[3/31/2013 5:: 33:33 PM] phfz zha: The more you stack, the more your brains get overused.
[3/31/2013 5:: 33:45 PM] Katherine Ta: i have a feeling that's what's happening to me now
[3/31/2013 5:: 33:47 PM] phfz zha: Took a while for you to get superconfused x3
[3/31/2013 5:: 34:19 PM] phfz zha: I think so too. I felt sorry for you, hearing that it wasnt a 2 days problem, but a 5 years burden.
[3/31/2013 5:: 34:39 PM] Katherine Ta: in my middle school years
[3/31/2013 5:: 34:49 PM] Katherine Ta: it didn't feel like a crush at all
[3/31/2013 5:: 34:56 PM] Katherine Ta: it's just that, i noticed him and i don't know why
[3/31/2013 5:: 34:59 PM] phfz zha: A Dutch saying is"You can multiply happiness by sharing it, or devide sorrow by sharing it"
[3/31/2013 5:: 35:01 PM] Katherine Ta: and i jsut carried on life like usual
[3/31/2013 5:: 35:18 PM] phfz zha: Have you been keep thinking of him?
[3/31/2013 5:: 35:45 PM] Katherine Ta: the thinking of him has been spreaded out within my first year of high school
[3/31/2013 5:: 35:48 PM] Katherine Ta: he annoyed me, but he also made me laugh
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:00 PM] Katherine Ta: he was in the same team was me in jrotc
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:11 PM] Katherine Ta: so we got barely closer
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:13 PM] phfz zha: Girls use to say that good boys are boring ^.^
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:30 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't think of him 24/7 during my early years
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:31 PM] Katherine Ta: D:
[3/31/2013 5:: 36:55 PM] phfz zha: Dont get me wrong! Dx
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:24 PM] phfz zha: I just meant to say that boys who are always superkind can be considered as boring by women.
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:32 PM] phfz zha: The "friendzone" part.
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:39 PM] Katherine Ta: ouch'd
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:42 PM] phfz zha: lol
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:57 PM] Katherine Ta: i think i noticed him
[3/31/2013 5:: 37:59 PM] Katherine Ta: a lot
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:04 PM] Katherine Ta: in my 3rd year of high school
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:06 PM] phfz zha: I was refering to the annoying you part.
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:24 PM] Katherine Ta: well
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:37 PM] Katherine Ta: i found out he can be a douche
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but when he's a douche at certain times
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:50 PM] Katherine Ta: it's pretty funny and stupid
[3/31/2013 5:: 38:53 PM] Katherine Ta: and it makes me laugh
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:04 PM] Katherine Ta: and this year
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:12 PM] Katherine Ta: i actually never realized
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:17 PM] Katherine Ta: how beautiful his eyes were
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:24 PM] Katherine Ta: the lashes and pupil and the shade of brown
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:33 PM] Katherine Ta: it's not like normal brown eyes you see asians have
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:43 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't even know how the fk to describe it
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:46 PM] phfz zha: Like my eyes? xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:52 PM] phfz zha: jk
[3/31/2013 5:: 39:55 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 40:18 PM] Katherine Ta: but yeah
[3/31/2013 5:: 40:32 PM] Katherine Ta: i also noticed how he's acting more different to me
[3/31/2013 5:: 40:41 PM] Katherine Ta: than how he did last year
[3/31/2013 5:: 40:43 PM] phfz zha: lately, you mean?
[3/31/2013 5:: 40:59 PM] Katherine Ta: i beleive last year
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:16 PM] Katherine Ta: we didn't talk much other than when we're in the same class
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:22 PM] Katherine Ta: and here and there at lunch
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:32 PM] Katherine Ta: just small talk about the rando msarcastic shit ya know
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:36 PM] Katherine Ta: and then this year
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:41 PM] phfz zha: hmm? You are talking less to each other??
[3/31/2013 5:: 41:42 PM] Katherine Ta: he's making more eye contact with me
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:05 PM] Katherine Ta: he looks at me, and then i feel like something is looking at me, and i look at him, and it's like awkward eye cotnact for 5 seconds
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:24 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i make a O_o face ish something liek that
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:29 PM] Katherine Ta: and then he smirks and then laughs
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:32 PM] Katherine Ta: and then i begin to laugh
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and it doens't make sense
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:37 PM] phfz zha: you should make " =) " face
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:38 PM] phfz zha: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 42:46 PM] Katherine Ta: but we do talk more than how we did last year, i'll say that
[3/31/2013 5:: 43:34 PM] phfz zha: Did you knew if you get shy, that some boys can "read" that you like him?
[3/31/2013 5:: 43:56 PM] Katherine Ta: it kinda sounds like a given
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:12 PM] phfz zha: So far I know, other girls will be like "what are you looking at / whatever"
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:25 PM] phfz zha: crap xD Whacha mean by given?
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:27 PM] phfz zha: A hint?
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:32 PM] Katherine Ta: yea :0
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:38 PM] phfz zha: True
[3/31/2013 5:: 44:57 PM] phfz zha: If you dont have a crush on him, there is no reason for you to get shy.
[3/31/2013 5:: 45:26 PM] phfz zha: I do have to say though, The male romance experience has dropped last years xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 45:56 PM] phfz zha: Do you wonder if he likes you?
[3/31/2013 5:: 46:07 PM] Katherine Ta: there are times i do think that, yeah
[3/31/2013 5:: 46:12 PM] Katherine Ta: but i thought it was selfish of me
[3/31/2013 5:: 46:20 PM] Katherine Ta: so i attempt to disregard it
[3/31/2013 5:: 46:41 PM] phfz zha: Love are based on two ppl. If it is three, than well, to early to have a kid ya know.
[3/31/2013 5:: 46:56 PM] phfz zha: I have been thinking how you could figure it out.
[3/31/2013 5:: 47:09 PM] phfz zha: you as in you you. Katy Ta in this case.
[3/31/2013 5:: 47:41 PM] Katherine Ta: there are times when i get jealous of Kathy though (battalion commander)
[3/31/2013 5:: 48:02 PM] phfz zha: When I needed love tips or so, ppl tells me that you have to take risk. I understand why. Cause I think if you do want to discover if he likes you or not, that you need to drop hints
[3/31/2013 5:: 48:15 PM] Katherine Ta: she's been working with david for 3 years, and he's always under her, as in he's always in 2nd in command or something while she's a higher rank
[3/31/2013 5:: 48:28 PM] phfz zha: If he lacks confidence to approch you, hints might help him to show his feeling.
[3/31/2013 5:: 48:38 PM] phfz zha: But as I said, its like taking risks.
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:02 PM] phfz zha: OR you ask Lynn ofc x3.
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:11 PM] Katherine Ta: i could
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:17 PM] Katherine Ta: but after what happened today at camp
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:31 PM] Katherine Ta: i have a feeling it won't turn as well as i would think
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:32 PM] phfz zha: Btw!!! What I meant is dropping hints, not straight telling him that you love him ofc.
[3/31/2013 5:: 49:43 PM] Katherine Ta: of course of course! that's too much for me D:
[3/31/2013 5:: 50:10 PM] phfz zha: it wont turn out as you would think > what do you mean by that?
[3/31/2013 5:: 50:31 PM] phfz zha: Uncomfy feeling at rifle stuff.... for got its name >.<
[3/31/2013 5:: 50:43 PM] phfz zha: rifle ceremonia training?
[3/31/2013 5:: 51:02 PM] Katherine Ta: drill meet
[3/31/2013 5:: 51:03 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 51:09 PM] phfz zha: That thing!
[3/31/2013 5:: 51:40 PM] phfz zha: About that too much for you, yeah, indeed. Love is from both sides. Not just one.
[3/31/2013 5:: 52:39 PM] phfz zha: How you doing now? =D
[3/31/2013 5:: 52:45 PM] Katherine Ta: still good xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:02 PM] phfz zha: You got silenced, I was wondering what kind of effect I had on you xD.
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:18 PM] phfz zha: I have no idea how many times I have played Love docter and my success rate, ya know.
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:18 PM] Katherine Ta: i was thinking
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:21 PM] Katherine Ta: but also eating xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:30 PM] phfz zha: But till now, it was always free =D Or payment in hugs xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:36 PM] phfz zha: Enjoy your meal!
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:45 PM] phfz zha: I accept cake / pie too as payment xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 53:50 PM] Katherine Ta: people know me as the "not-solovable-hugging-type"
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:08 PM] phfz zha: solovable?
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:14 PM] Katherine Ta: i'm finished xD that's why it took awhile to answer
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:20 PM] Katherine Ta: both hands occupied!
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:24 PM] phfz zha: No cake for me? =(
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:29 PM] Katherine Ta: oh
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:34 PM] Katherine Ta: not-so-lovable
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:45 PM] phfz zha: ahhhh
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:51 PM] phfz zha: Thought so, Solvable
[3/31/2013 5:: 54:56 PM] Katherine Ta: they normally never see me hug
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:15 PM] phfz zha: I know the term "Solvabel > Being able to pay long term debts" xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:19 PM] phfz zha: Too much school.
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:21 PM] Katherine Ta: what
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:21 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:33 PM] phfz zha: Solvabel > Dutch term
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:50 PM] phfz zha: Does azn ppl likes to hug than?
[3/31/2013 5:: 55:58 PM] phfz zha: You are Chinese right?
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:03 PM] Katherine Ta: yes i am
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:07 PM] Katherine Ta: and i do like hugs
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:10 PM] Katherine Ta: i actualyl want hugs
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:14 PM] Katherine Ta: but i don't ask for them
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:17 PM] phfz zha: I heard that Chinese ppl dont often hug
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:21 PM] Katherine Ta: 'cause it'll sound like i'm a slut
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:25 PM] Katherine Ta: who hugs just for hugs
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:27 PM] phfz zha: oh sorry, I mean > hugging a lot.
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:35 PM] Katherine Ta: and not for some emotional things
[3/31/2013 5:: 56:48 PM] Katherine Ta: we don't hug really
[3/31/2013 5:: 57:02 PM] phfz zha: Than what makes your hug "not-loveable" ?
[3/31/2013 5:: 57:17 PM] Katherine Ta: i don't put my feels into the hugs
[3/31/2013 5:: 57:18 PM] phfz zha: You just hug rarely.
[3/31/2013 5:: 57:40 PM] phfz zha: I need to call the hug docter for this xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 57:52 PM] Katherine Ta: xD
[3/31/2013 5:: 58:16 PM] phfz zha: Meh, you are just not too touchy I think. The "not-loveable-hugs" sounds like crap to me.
[3/31/2013 5:: 58:21 PM] phfz zha: You aint a cold person
[3/31/2013 5:: 58:37 PM] phfz zha: You are just not slutty, thats all x3
[3/31/2013 5:: 58:42 PM] Katherine Ta: LOL

#master

Meister, checking in.

Checked.

So we have this confession page, luls. I saw this 2 days ago, but no one responded ya know. and now there goes my life. it’s overrrrrrrrrrrrrr

it could be a joke, it could be true. iunno yo. i already knew what the initials stood for, i just took it was a joke. but considering the stuff i’ve been hearing, i think it’s true. i’m just really curious, but also, disappointed, that it’s not me. it’s the sad life. i’d done. it’s over. nope. shit ain’t happening. there’s always college boys. maybe my face will clear up too.

Meister, checking out.

#Meister

i can’t even anymore oh my fucking god why are you closing my love.

i know we haven’t spent much time together, especially with hackja and sunny, especially sunny oh god i’ve neglected you so much… ;__; i hope you loved me as much as i loved you. i hope these 5 years together changed us for the good. we’ve met some pretty crazy ass mother fuckers on this game. especially Ascendants and Daybreak, i can’t even.

The Gambit was the nicest guild ever to me since the beginning of Hag. DevilsRage or something similar to that, well, let’s just say I’ve only been in it for 2 days, and I didn’t like it very well. Ascendants was love at first sight. We’ve been together for a year and a half, and then something came up. It became the Dark Ages when I departed Ascendants. Lovely enough, our GvG Partner, Gladiators took in Yoshi and me. Apparently, the name was in violation of language? I don’t know, that’s what Mo told us. Anyway, Jei then made Daybreak, which was basically Gladiators 2.0. I’ve been with them ever since. There were moments of when Arc came on, and I eventually rejoined Ascendants with her. I left Hackja in Daybreak, and Sunny was in charge of Boyfriend.

There’s just so much stuff I want to tell people, about my experiences throughout the whole game, guild life, training life, what characters I made, relaxing in Paradise life, all that good stuff. But I’m limited in time, saddest life.

i love you all so much. i wish this game was still going on so that i can see all of your pretty kawaii sprites. i hope i can regenerate you guys as soon as possible after the crazy season of spring.

Look at the decisions we’ve made. when i made you guys a tribute, solo portrait you may say, look at those levels. all in a month. yeah i know, there was that boost, but i must admit, that shit helped A LOT. especially for you Hag!

I’ll probably re-color the family portrait when i get the chance … i spent 7-8 hours on that because i know for sure that i won’t be able to finish it tomorrow. i love you guys enough to do that.

Also, to the person who took me to Caballa Island, I thank you, Yoshi. Thanks for being my friend when I was freakishly young. It was a bit awkward at first, but it was still fun as hell when we’re together. I hope we can play MMO’s the same way we did 6 years ago.

I’ll wrap this up as quickly as possible. I will never forget you guys. If I had the chance, I would play kTO and attempt to recreate all of you. If another company SOMEHOW decides to pick up this game. I would be the first to greet you guys. Or would it be the other way around? Anyways, I’ll see you soon, LiLDarkFoxx, LiLWabbit123, some lion that I can’t rememeber the name, AikuchiKitsune, FiringCrayons, PaperSun, and lastly, Kathy. May we see each other in the near future.

Agent, checking in.

Checked.

…..

I will send him, a Valentines Day card …

Why? I don’t really know myself.

Do you know how much I envy you?

To be perfectly honest, you are the only male cadet that I have observed. What I learned was that you’re the dominant male voice; that the team likes you; that the majority of the 2nd years respect you. It’s no surprise to see all the ladies fall and trip for you.

Since this is limited, I’ll cut to the chase. What I envy most, is your front. It’s an intense strong hold that even I can’t break. You don’t necessarily whine and complain in secret to those around you. You take the burdens from others as if you’re shielding and protecting them with your life. That’s what I envy, yet admire about you. It may sound dumb, but this is what I believe in.

This will be my last “Secret” Valentine to you. I will probably never see you again, and I will forever regret this decision, that I made 4 years ago, for the rest of my life.

No matter how far away you go, I’ll always be waiting, here, at home.

Farewell, Love

Agent, checking out.

Saya, checking in.

Checked.

oh my god …

David Dinh

Yo, guys! Here’s the speech some of you were most likely expecting. We really did go to Edison for the expereince and not for the Trophy’s, but dude wtf, If I hadn’t messed up we would have scored at least second( ;__; ) Well, I had alot of fun, I’ll most likely ask for this upcoming week to be a little more lax, after such an exhausting drill-meet. There’s not much we need to work on either, I was very very very proud watching you guys just interacting with other drill-teams and how you guys handled yourself so well. Of course, gotta give it up to the people who were part of one of the most intense drill-downs in DT history! Kudos guys, and congrats to the big mama (CAVEGIRL) to winning first. It was expected lmao, she’s never lost a Drill-down practice or real. Thanks for making our first and last experience at Edison so great, argiato, kawaii, yolo. Proud of you ;)

that was the facebook post made yesterday right, and oh my god. to be honest i didn’t fully read it last night because obviously i was tired LOL. but the last 3 sentences, right in the feels. BIG MAMA, REALLY?? WTF. CAVEGIRL?!?!?! CRIES5LYFE. ALL BECAUSE OF THAT PICTURE KYLE TOOK AS I DID EXCALIBUR BUT GRABBED IT WITH THE WRONG HAND AND OMG. I DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS THAT HORRIBLE CRIES5LYFE. but really david, DON’T YOU KNOW. LIKE, I LITERALLY POSTED, I DIDN’T WIN LAST YEAR’S SC DRILL DOWN BECAUSE OF THE GUY’S COMMANDS. i only won this one because i could CLEARLY understand wtf he was saying ;__; he even delteed my comment of me not winning SC. that betch, but i guess it’s to give the underclassmen something to think about (????). BUT I GUESS YOU COULD SAY SENPAI NOTICED ME. HE IS PROUD OF ME FOR THIS ONE GOOD MOMENT. I BET YOU THE NEXT DAY HE WILL BE LIKE FUCK YOU TOO. Here’s a pic of the medal…

Saya, checking out.

#saya

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